a new chapter for our relationship... the 1st day...

should i b happy or should i b sad? hmm... i have alreadi sorted out everithin with her... i told her abt everithin and all... we are still friends... no... i should say... siblings... at least i know i can with her foreva as her god-brother... i'm alreadi veri happie with tat... i and her find tat we can communicate with each other betta this way... should i have done this a long time ago? mayb i m juz being stubborn... not givin up and all.. i can't possibly say i dun have any feelings for her right now... that's a big fat lie if i tell u tat i don't... but i will try to forget her as a person whom i like... or i would not... and continue to admire her as who she is... but not telling her? if she's happy... i will b happy too... tat's all... i will not forget all the fun and laughter she brought to me... all the things she had done for me... deeply appreciated... if u can see this by chance... juz wanna say a veri big thank you to u... for doin everithin tat u have done for me and all... thank you~!

today... as usual... was a boring but was quite a fun day too... woke up quite late... left hm at 10.25am knowing tat i will b late for my trainin.. haha... reach hok san at ard 11.15am... but damn pathetic... onli a few ppl there... trained my drum with nicholas's 'bai si men'... then realise tat my 'lei gu' damn sucks... dun even have the constant speed and was like havin the same beat together? guess gonna buck up my drumming.. shucks... after trainin went to hawker centre and had 'chao guo tiao' as my lunch... dunno y... today no appetite... hmm... on our way to the hawker centre.. pass by kreta ayer cc and u know wad we saw?? 'xu chun mei yan chang hui' and i was like.. yucks~! an ugly girl in taiwan became so famous and even have a 'yan chang hui' somemore... dotx... i think william hung is even better than her... at least william hung is not bad looking... inspirational and have not a bad voice... not like her... dreaming all the way... 'wo yao dang xuan tai wan di yi ren nu zong tong'... stop dreaming la... stupid... pukex... aniway... went back to hok san after lunch... stayed there for a chat session... a vcd session.. and a dragon drum trainin session then went to kevin's house to play computer and PS 2... was there and i was like.. i've got no childhood? haha... kept losing to kevin with the game Super Mario... haha... then went to my neighbourhood... old kallang airport with jiji.. had dinner with him and mum called to kpkb and call mi to go hm cause she's waitin for her dinner? she called mi to buy her dinner u know... haha.. then came back... had a bath and here i m... in front of this com again... haha... guess i have to buck up with my studies starting from tml... cannot slack animore... muz have the self-discipline and self-motivation... I MUZ~! as i promised her to work hard for O levels this yr...

"Letting go has never been easy, but holding on can be as difficult, for strength is measured not by holding on but by letting go."