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suddenly.. felt very helpless this few days.. no one's there when i'm down.. mayb i down everytime... tat's y no one cared... it's shit.. the feeling is something undescribible and it feels bad.. very bad.. pulls down my mood to the zero point... immediately... it's during the midst of yin yu's bday celebration at fish and co. sorry guys if i did pull a long face... i dunno wad strikes up the feeling.. but it realli sucks having tat and i dun wish to have tat feeling again.. ever... but i'm still having this feeling till today.. and the feeling has increased after wad happen this afternoon.. the feeling juz grew stronger..

anyway... happy birthday yinyu...