It's all over

Listening: SlipKnot - Eyeless

i gain something, i fucking lose something. it's all the things i love.

is this a curse that was casted upon me the day i was born? it all make sense to me, now. everything the fortune teller told me. i'm borned cursed and jinxed. no matter what i do. it's a fact i can't change. i don't know what to do. i don't know what to say.

if you try to make me feel happy in anyway. fuck off and just fucking leaving me alone. i will tide over this crisis myself. i may or i may not. it's none of any of your fucking business. don't like me. get out of my fucking life. i don't fucking need you and i won't ever beg you to fucking come back. just go.