insignificant others

Listening : metal hammer compilation

why do i feel so insignificant in the class. why should i feel this way? well i'm not sure if i'm leaving ite. but i'm seriously into some serious shit where ite friends ARE JUST FRIENDS. can't treat them any closer. i've been trying to move away from them. stay or leave will still have to depend on my result.

try get scolded for playing a video. well he sleeps every other day. in fact everyday, so why the hell he come to school. might as well pass his ezlink card to someone call him help him tap in while he stay at home sleep. isn't it a better choice?

school in fact now to me is a chore. now i know how that particular girl feel. so cool you know. everyday roam around the school alone. how cool! well now the harm is done, no way of turning back, i guess i have to live like this and live with it.

things ain't the same anymore. this is the way i feel. you can't change it just by persuading. actually i really don't know the why the sudden mistreat but the feeling is there. drifting away from them. well, you get scolded every other day. get to see black faces every other day. got ignored every other day. being in this shit makes me thing so don't ask me why. these are signs of despise. i know and i can sense it. so i know my limits i just leave alone. it's best to leave than creating a hell lot of shit to the group and make them disperse right?

the group ain't significant anymore, at least to me. i'm back to the same old self.

ALONE