Lucien Lau
Dictated
Watching : Ill nino - what you deserve
quote from 21st March 2005
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wat to do. i have little say in this family.. my future.. the courses i wan.. my wish to go NAFA.. down the drain.. all thanks to my beloved dad..
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history is repeating itself. i mean it's totally understandable that my dad wants the best for me. but forcing me to do something i do not like, is not a valid option.
business courses are a bore. totally out for me. engineering courses too. music courses are totally out, due to my dad. design courses is also not something my dad likes. he always wants us to go business course. trying to psycho me into it this afternoon. it failed miserably though. now i'm only left with life science courses and IT courses. those 12 choices are so fucking hard to fill in.
jerry claims that life science, all are left for a 19 pointer is nursing. which obviously i won't go into it. so i'm left with IT. IT.. i lost my interest in wireless and computer stuff. so what am i left with?
i felt so dictated by my father. i'm really at a loss of what to do. i need advices. constructive advices. jerry call me ask rockerella about her course. maybe it will suit me. i doubt so but i won't say i won't go ask her.
for now, the only courses that really interest me after much hoo haa are DMD (Digital Media Design), Media Design and also another designing course in Singapore Poly. but still my dad relates design courses to art. say i just pass my art. where can go design courses. sure fail one.
he call me to think through my choices thoroughly. call me to give the choices a wise choice. but after so much discrimination, i don't even feel like going polytechnic anymore. it chores me to have to go through this ordeal again. i know this is coming. but i didn't know it will hurt that bad.
he wants the best for me. he wants me to have a bright future. i totally understand.but leaving me no choice to choose is not a valid option. interest as he claims will grow with time. starting the course out without a correct mindset will never ever arouse interest.
i respect him as my dad. at the same time, i also want the best for my future. studying something i like, to my interest will make me excel in my studies. but he don't see it this way. what am i going to do? i'm really at a loss. i didn't know this thing will stress me so bad.
what are the things that i can say to convince my dad and at the say time not upset him? what are the courses that i should choose that i'm interested in and at the same time not upset my dad? i feel so dictated.
what should i do? leave everything to him and just let him choose the 12 courses or should i take everything into my hands? i'm so damned.
quote from 21st March 2005
wat to do. i have little say in this family.. my future.. the courses i wan.. my wish to go NAFA.. down the drain.. all thanks to my beloved dad..
history is repeating itself. i mean it's totally understandable that my dad wants the best for me. but forcing me to do something i do not like, is not a valid option.
business courses are a bore. totally out for me. engineering courses too. music courses are totally out, due to my dad. design courses is also not something my dad likes. he always wants us to go business course. trying to psycho me into it this afternoon. it failed miserably though. now i'm only left with life science courses and IT courses. those 12 choices are so fucking hard to fill in.
jerry claims that life science, all are left for a 19 pointer is nursing. which obviously i won't go into it. so i'm left with IT. IT.. i lost my interest in wireless and computer stuff. so what am i left with?
NOTHING!
i felt so dictated by my father. i'm really at a loss of what to do. i need advices. constructive advices. jerry call me ask rockerella about her course. maybe it will suit me. i doubt so but i won't say i won't go ask her.
for now, the only courses that really interest me after much hoo haa are DMD (Digital Media Design), Media Design and also another designing course in Singapore Poly. but still my dad relates design courses to art. say i just pass my art. where can go design courses. sure fail one.
he call me to think through my choices thoroughly. call me to give the choices a wise choice. but after so much discrimination, i don't even feel like going polytechnic anymore. it chores me to have to go through this ordeal again. i know this is coming. but i didn't know it will hurt that bad.
he wants the best for me. he wants me to have a bright future. i totally understand.but leaving me no choice to choose is not a valid option. interest as he claims will grow with time. starting the course out without a correct mindset will never ever arouse interest.
i respect him as my dad. at the same time, i also want the best for my future. studying something i like, to my interest will make me excel in my studies. but he don't see it this way. what am i going to do? i'm really at a loss. i didn't know this thing will stress me so bad.
what are the things that i can say to convince my dad and at the say time not upset him? what are the courses that i should choose that i'm interested in and at the same time not upset my dad? i feel so dictated.
what should i do? leave everything to him and just let him choose the 12 courses or should i take everything into my hands? i'm so damned.
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