harboured

Listening : nothing

i passed my O levels already. i cleared my math. from D7 previously to C5. and i did better for science, C6 to B4. and art from a fail D7 grade to a pass C6.

it's not surprising that i'm actually happy with the result. but at the same time, i feel the pain. the pain of losing my friends over at ITE. moving along to poly, of course i have to put down my ITE side and go for the poly courses.

upon request, i told my results to my ITE friends. it's so saddening that they replied, 'okay congrats! i won't see you in ITE anymore.'

the pain of losing friends, alot may have experienced. as what i am now. i'm truly in the middle of being happy and sad.

my dad was actually very happy with my result. today was his birthday. so after i told him my results, he sent me an sms saying, 'i'm very happy and i'm proud of you. you are my best birthday present, ever.' this aroused my guilt conscious for not studying hard when i can. making my parents going through this ordeal.

happy or not? i'm not so sure. headache sets in. the choosing of courses. till tomorrow.