numbness

Listening : Slipknot - No Life

staying at home isn't a good idea. going out ain't a good idea. what am i trying to drive myself to? sanity? boredom? damn i'm so indecisive.

been staying at home the whole day trying to rush and finish my research today. i have feeling the things are going to pile up soon. i've written till my hands go numb and sore. i still have yet to finish the last part of the research.

my computer's in sanity mode right now. it can go off at any second. it just did this afternoon while i was in the midst of my research. partly my fault, i dropped the keyboard accidently but that's now big thing to cause the whole screen to go white and just hang on me. wasted like 4 hours watching dvd. played guitar till 6. decided to skip today's training.

things ain't going smoothly. i'm feeling looney this few days. pardon me if i've ever offending any one of you people.