this is a new shit

Listening : Nothing

i'm seriously hating myself right now and the thing that revolves me. i hate myself. i hate the things that are happening around me. what's the use of getting into poly when i can't even want something that is so basic. i'm seriously regretting studying so much when i can't even get what i want. the best part? i have to work for it.

and the things i do just irritates people. i hate it. but i can't help it. spare me.