sarcasm and truth

Listening : Slipknot - Metabolic

let's just say this post will include sarcasm and my thoughts. it may interest you. it may not. it may offend you, it may not. i'm not pin pointing to anyone. just that one person.

i was practicing my ass off while she talked her way through. talk about skills? bullshit.

you want a team, a strong team to get to taka? and you chose her when you knew the standards. ironic contrast.

she's out of the hand, she doesn't listen to advice. not that i didn't give way. not that i've never tried to correct her. what she did? ask her, ask yourself.

you told me to be confident with my own skills. do you pull me up just to push me down again?

i gave way. she took it to her advantage. if i gave way again, which i will, things will get overboard.

i took a peep into your shoes. i realise your difficult spot. have you ever gave a thought?

i'm selfish, she's selfish. i'm better than her to be selfish.

she got her reasons, do i not have?

why should i train so much? i'm just a passer by? am i always the last resort? but why am i always the last resort?

i'm not going to compete this year. let her be. you all want her to be drummer. then that will be it. no need to fret so much. let her be.

let's just say i don't fit the bill. let's just say i see no reason to come down and train anymore. let's just say i'm just a stone that you stepped and tripped upon.

i've lost my pride. i've lost my dignity.

I'M NOT GOING TO FIGHT FOR IT ANYMORE. DO YOU WHAT YOU WANT. IT AIN'T MY PROBLEM.