glimpse of sanity

Watching : trivium - dying in your arms

school hasn't been all good for me. actually, things are not going to my expectation. everything's shitting up on me right now.

it have come to my realisation that someone have been talking smack about me behind my back. well too bad for you i found out. i just want to say a big fuck you to you. you are not in my shoes, don't start talking like you are some holy assed guy. you are not. your opinions does no effect on me. it's your opinion, it doesn't even have a wee bit of facts in it. so shut the fuck up. if you claim that i'm hard to love, don't love me. i don't need you and i don't need your love. i have no use for that. my love will be somewhere else more than it's been left at home.

i'm starting to hate that old assed guy that teach us graphic design. son of a bitch. why does he need to be so stuck up? claiming it's my fault. shit you asshole. don't fucking put words into my mouth. is that what lecturers do best? you get thousands of salary just to put words into students mouth? i've been getting along with my lecturers well, and you are the first one i've ever raised my voice upon CAUSE you started it first. just in case those bitches stumble upon my blog, don't think for a minute i don't know what you guys are fucking thinking. i know how bitches act and present themselves. don't try to judge and know me. i don't appreciate that.

i'm seriously meeting some shit people around me. getting to know them is a chore so intend to leave them as they are and let them rot to hell.

with your mindset, it's not getting anywhere, after NYP goes to competition, don't expect me for a second to come down to help you. i will go when i feel free and easy. i don't like being forced and i don't like the way you put things to me. i don't care if NYP's going to flourish or go downhill. it's your problem. i'm taking off time from lion dancing for a LONG LONG TIME. if you can't accept me for who i am, i will just disappear from your sight.

so much for bitching......

went to bandzout yesterday in school. it made me change my mindset about how the local music scene is. it's cool to see bands like covering songs from muse and trivium. some did very well, some, just can't seems to figure out what the hell are they playing. but it's cool, we got treated to something more than usual. there's a power failure and quite a few drummers went up to do drum solos as the wait was painstaking. some are good, but some are just making a fool out of themselves.

overall the event was cool. i like the bandz out shirt, but too bad, they have the crew names imprinted on it so i can't get any.

now that i have 3 weeks of holidays on my hand, i think most of the time i will spend at home reading up articles or go jerry house to play guitar. project wise, i need to do them at night and find my uncle for help. cool, i haven't been seeing him since last year.