people make noises when they are sick

Listening : Ozzy Osbourne - Ozzmosis

it have been a relaxing week for me basically but i guess the hard work starts next week. it's term break and i really took it as a break off school work and everything. but think thing's are going to change for me next week. it's time to get my butt down for serious work

i'm insanely ecstatic and at the same time worried for some reason. it's been such a long time since i had this wonderful feeling. it's wonderful though it's worrying. wonderful overwrites worries. worries? fuck that, i'm just thinking too much... i hope so.

don't mind me, i'm just sick in the mind.

it's cool to like go out alone when you are.. thinking too much stuff? it's better than staying at home facing the four walls in your room and play some shit on the guitar while your mind is pacing.

at least you have some stuff to take notice of to temporary keep you away from thinking shit like suicide. no doubt i went out alone on one of those days. there's this phillipino that kept me amused and disgust while i was on my way to bras basah.

first, let me describe to the best of my knowledge about her to you people (if anyone is reading this)

she's fat. fatter than me. she have those stupid and weird hair drop on a side of her hair. it seems to me like it's not properly braided. it looks stupid if you ask me. her face is like... been run over by a car? it's totally gruesome, even a glance can make you puke. but she still puts on make up and lip stick in front of you like she's some hot babe. her lips is as fat as the big mac you can find at macdonalds.
she wears a tank top, her fats are like seeping out of the fabric and that tank top of hers is totally stretched to the maximum.
she wears a long skirt with a cutting at the centre and she sits with her leg open widely, like trying to show her you know what. just in case you guys are having dirty thoughts about me, i didn't purposely see that. i just gave A top to bottom scan of her, that's all. another glance of her disgust me, which it did.

i board the bus, i sat directly opposite her. she's munching some titbits which i forgot what is it. it's some orange coloured rings. she kept on munching and munching and just like wipe her dirty orange fingers on the seat. a caucasian boarded at sat beside her. she just keeps on giving off that irritating munching sound that the caucasian starts giving her stern stares.
after finishing those titbits, she happily threw it to the back, which was unoccupied. then she just started wiping her fingers on her skirt and took out the make up kit to touch up with her dirty fingers. totally KEWL if you were to ask me. that's the glance that nearly made me puke. all along, i was staring out of the window trying my best not to pay any attention to her.

she then took out a discman, with that hand again. starts singing loudly in the bus. it's some gibberish phillipines language or just some gibberish that i don't understand. the passengers in the bus started to give her weirds stares and such. she's oblivious to it obviously.

the next moment, i was out of the bus. i couldn't stand it. it's just so... disturbing?

enough of her.

yesterday, went out with my classmates, rather unorganised i must say. had sushi buffet and you've guessed it. we are full like fuck. we sat there for 4 hours eating non stop. you can imagine the scene. after that went around to shop for a while before they head for home. i didn't. i went to PS to walk around. it so happens that zhen ru was working that day. get to catch up with her for a little while.
she claims that my hair is getting from bad to worse. is that really the case?

head home at around 6.55pm. coincidently say sim phuy and her one of her secondary school classmate at the bus stop. think his name is shawn if i'm not wrong. took the same bus and sort of caught up with them.

i just hope everything goes well for me. give me all your luck!