war

just want to clear up the air before this turns into a full fledge cold war. actually it's already a cold war right now, but i just want to make it clear. that's if you will read this post. i won't directly go to you. this will depends on fate/destiny or whatever crap that is to let you read this post.

not that i'm treating you differently right now, it's you who are acting so differently, so not yourself after you have that 'zw' of yours. you are always hanging his name around your mouth, TOO damn often. i admit i WAS jealous, but now, i don't cause i have found someone. you are always saying 'zw' here, 'zw' there. i'm sick of hearing it. it's always about him, him and him. since when i came into the picture? as a friend who always help you when you are in trouble, i don't even come close to someone whom you met for less than 3 years who have absolutely no ability and pardon my harsh word, right to have a girlfriend.

i feel that i am always taken for granted, as always felt by all. but i felt it especially strong from you. call me sensitive, i'm just the way i am now. think about it, since when you took me as a friend seriously? when you need me, you called to ask me for help, when you don't need me, you just threw me aside and happily went on with what you have now, that's inclusive of 'zw'.

how to not feel offended? you tell me?