rabbits beware

I never thought I would believe in crap like horoscope, feng shui and zodiac. But after a few knocks that occurred just this year, I'm starting to believe those stuff.

The year have just started and I'm truly disatisfied by how things are looking.

They say in chinese zodiac that this year would be a bad year for rabbits in ALL aspects of their life. Be it wealth, health, career and relationships.

I'm diagnosed with gout at the start of the year. Health
I'm not earning a single cent right now, and there's only outgoing and no incoming cash flow. Wealth
I've no career to talk about cause I don't think army's a good choice for me. And to top things up, the economy's now having a serious crisis that's going to spin out of control. Career
As you can see, I'm not exactly having a perfect relationship in my social life and all I can say now is, it's all damn fucked up. I can't blame anyone for anything cause that shit was created by myself. How am I going to mend them all up? Frankly speaking, I don't know. Relationships

From what I can see, the year 2009 is screwed. Worse than ever from any year.

ci en : There are things meant not to be said. There are things that aren't supposed to be mentioned online. Let alone letting everyone to see it. I felt very restricted posting the previous entry. I kept on reading it over and over and over again just to make sure it doesn't hurt or criticise anyone. You are one of the more trustworthy friends that I can just pour just about anything to you.
But at the same time, I feel like a sinner. I don't want to turn this into an argument, let alone being a spoilsport to affect your mood for your HK trip.

I guess I'm just going to keep it to myself and let the devil and angel in my conscience to fight it out.