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i'm darn fucking fed up right now... i can't fucking sleep~! my eldest brother shares a room with mi and u know what? he fucking snores like some hyena~! i woke mi up at 3.30am.. tried to get back to sleep.. and now i'm typing this shit at 4.07am in the morning.. i still can hear him snore... wtf? we are now like 5m away and yet i can hear him snore.. this is crap sia.. i need my beauty sleep.. darn... still got work tml.. fuck it... fuck everything

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ok.. here's an update for these few days.. not an update actualli.. a summary.. too lazy to type..
was out with rockerella and geekerella for supper... dunno it was so much fun with both of them.. crapping ard and all... we actualli stayed up all night talking and doing some realli bo liao stuff... sheesh... and the performance for nyp open was like the next day? hmm... ok forward to nyp performance.. the 2nd time was way way better than the first time.. so is the instrument side.. was dead tired after that.. but still kept myself up for the dinner with them.. and to hell with the japanese restaurant.. it suck.. i wun ever patronize it again.. expensive, small portion lousy workers.. and to think we pay for the good service there and actualli it isn't.. irony... after tat went to chinatown walk walk then go home shortly.. was realli realli tired.. bathed.. didn't care a shit... slept..
today, went hoksan for training.. everything was as usual.. then went to queenstown to buy things bryan and jun jie.. took out 20 bucks from bank again.. darn.. got to cut down.. if not sure broke.. no more n gage qd with jun jie.. ok.. went to see the eye dotting of singapore lion.. muahahaha.. the 318 lion is realli a spectacular sight but the singapore lion.. i juz can't stop laughin.. u wan to know the details... msg me.. i will tell u ALL abt it.. haha...
ok a msg for misdemeanor.. jas.. if u see this msg.. msg mi mr san's hp no. i wan contact him to ask him something abt art.. i'm going to start preparing for my portfolio interview for the entry to NAFA.. in case... not in case.. i sure fail o levels de.. then i have to go through a portfolio interview.. and i need mr san's consultation.. thanks jas...

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thank u guys for all ur concerns.. i'm alright now.. i'll juz have to move on with life.. can't stop because of this incident... i've not been updating because.. i'm juz plain lazy.. ah crap... kinda looking forward to tml nyp open house.. because jiji told mi our dragon performance.. i beat the drum.. but no one will be looking because our performance is slotted in at 10am... so no stress here... haha... but i'll be definitely looking out for chio bus ard nyp.. lalala... hope i'm not distracted aye? haha... brb.. my mum's vacuuming the floor.. claim tat i'm too 'tin teh'...

basically if i'm not receiving any calls today.. i no need go to work today... slack at home all day do nth.. and tml going out with all the lion dance peeps.. like neva go out with them like tat before... so i guess it will be something nice to do?

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the feeling of the lost of someone is realli undescribible.. someone who is so important to u yet she's gone.. i'm losing grip... not 1 but to 2 of them... i have already lost one... the other.. i'm still holding on... although i'm the onli one trying to not lose the grip.. she's juz trying break away from me and have the feeling of free fall...

my grandmother passed away this morning.. may she find peace at the other world... she will forever be remembered and will forever live in my memories... deep down in one corner of my heart.. a corner specially reserved for her...

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CAN SOMEONE PLS DISSECT MY BELLY AND GET MY INTESTINES AND MY STOMACH OUT? darn i'm having a diarrhoea for like one week alreadi? the feng sa wan is of no fucking use.. i'm rushing to the toilet every now and then... i may have stomach cancer for this thing... but i ain't going to the doctor.. blah.. call mi stubborn wat so ever.. my stomach is killing mi...

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suddenly.. felt very helpless this few days.. no one's there when i'm down.. mayb i down everytime... tat's y no one cared... it's shit.. the feeling is something undescribible and it feels bad.. very bad.. pulls down my mood to the zero point... immediately... it's during the midst of yin yu's bday celebration at fish and co. sorry guys if i did pull a long face... i dunno wad strikes up the feeling.. but it realli sucks having tat and i dun wish to have tat feeling again.. ever... but i'm still having this feeling till today.. and the feeling has increased after wad happen this afternoon.. the feeling juz grew stronger..

anyway... happy birthday yinyu...

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*Note: typo - Jamine - Jasmine

Imelda - i'm sorry tat i forgotten to u to put in the list.. now i know u do look at my blog.. muahahaha... ok.. imelx.. a great girl to hang out.. a very straight forward girl.. u ought to be blunt at times... haha.. ok.. mayb that's U and i can't change tat.. so heck.. haha.. take care ayes? BTW Happy New Year to U too...

P.S: a full overview will be created after everything is finished... stay tuned for it.. i hope by the time i wun miss out any of u guys.. haha...

guys~! take a look~!

ok.. the prom nite yest was nice.. was fooling ard all the way.. haha... i'm actualli making a fool out of myself actualli... haha... but it was real fun... tried drumming on the drum.. trying to recall wad i learn from the net.. damn i feel like a noob.. urgh~! ok.. it's new year today.. so i decided to make a damn long entry... so everyone.. brace urself... i need to remember everyone i know... haha... here goes nth...


Kah Sin - u may not see this but.. still i have to say tat u've been a great company to be with.. u've always been my heart ans soul to me.. take care always and i love ya always.. miz ya lots..


Jamine - u've been a great companyt with all ur jokes ur laughter and ur pinching.. u've got to stop all that.. haha.. happy new year.. have a nice yr ahead aye? stay in contact always...


Evonne - as wad i always call u... u've been a great mei to mi this year.. but u ought to learn to deal with probs urself k... miz ya lots.. take care aye?


Yenny - knew tat u are sick since yest.. take care aye.. miz ya lots... take care always...


Xiao Hui - although u disacknowledge mi.. but still i take u as my god-sister... take care always.. miz ya lots...


Jun Jie - my shi tou~! haha... u're still growing up~! happy growing aye... O's this year.. work hard on it k..


Weiting - hey sis.. now still working ah... haha.. lac la.. take care k... got to work on ya attitude k.. dun always make mi worry for u la.. k.. take care.. miz ya to bits...


wanling - my half mei.. haha.. dun realli know u for long but still work hard on ur english yea? this yr crucial year to ya k... take care...


JiJi - hey.. u got to work on ya attitude seriously... dun suan ppl until so overboard la.. told u b4 liao.. juz wun listen... things is not as wat u think lo... aniways.. take care...


The Peeps at West coast - u all have a been a great company... cheer mi up when i'm down... good luck to ur guys in every aspects.. u guys rocks my world... too mani ppl in wc la.. lazy to type all.. haha...


Hok San Peeps - u all to have been great all along.. i will neva forget my roots tat is hok san.. learnt alot of things from there.. cheers...


Hui Ming - look for a betta job.. that's all i can say to u right now.. haha... take care always...


Zhen Ru - the job was great yesterday.. thanks for everything rockerella... take care ayes.. stay in contact always..


Jerry - u bastard.. say mi bastard in ur blog.. haha... typing of rockerella makes mi think of geekerella... haha... u sucks at times.. but spare mi more mesos at maplestory.. haha.. let mi play ur bros gibson les paul.. haha.. teach mi how to play guitar too.. haha... stay in contact always.. i dun care.. if i duno how to play the guitar.. u are going to get it from mi.. u bastard... haha...last thing b4 i end ur shit _|_-_-_|_


All the mjr peeps - stay ub contact.. that's all i m going to say for now...


Janet - thanks for ur pressie for my bday.. loved it alot.. in fact i'm wearing it right now.. take care mei..


ok... tht's should b all.. if i forgetten anyone... drop mi a msg... i will add to it.. i can't possibly remember all of u.. not tat u all hold no position in my heart.. juz tat my brains is not functioning well this today...

P.S: the names mention are not in the order of importance.. i juz type wadeva names tat comes to myt mind... ok.. i admit.. the first name is the mist important name... others are realli not in order.. haha... gtg for now.. my aunt is rushing mi to go eat dinner.. shall end here..

Happy New Year Guys~!

a new year.. a new skin.. hope u all will like it... any comments.. juz tag mi alright? prom was fun.. in fact.. very fun.. made the room like a rubbish chute.. haha.. ok.. shall update all these tml when i m a wee bit energized.. i'm tired after walking from yenny's house which is bugis back to my house.. my legs a re wobbling right now.. u deserve a good rest my noble legs.. haha.. i need to go sleep now.. oh ya.. nearly forget.. HAPPY NEW YEAR TO U GUYS OUT THERE~! hope all will go well for u all.. and to my special ones.. i love ya~!