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28 April 2007

encapsulated feelings

Listening - drowning pool : the game

cool shit happening around this few days.

you got me fucking demoralised of what's going on in my world. making me don't feel like doing anything.. AT ALL.

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you are freaking showing off to me unintentionally. even though you aren't noticing that i walking pass you like a ghost. those intimate actions.. just made me feel that you are with the wrong person.. he's not your cup of tea, find someone else..

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friends are like money, valued by the poor, abused by the rich.

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all the above 3 occurred on me with different people existing in my life. what is life anyway? a game definitely. a huge monopoly in disguise. 3 strikes. i'm out..

on another side.. something to be elated about.. MTM1 is in the house.. no pics yet but definitely gorgeous.. can't wait to share but i'm fucking lazy. how?

23 April 2007

busy busy

Listening : neil zaza - i'm alright

busy is the best excuse i can come up with for my disappearance from blogging. seriously i'm busy to the core. school and work are what i'm doing nowadays. it such a weekly routine for me that i can even list out what i am doing. you guys know it's kind of hard to meet me up sooner or later. but in the first place, who would?

*shrugs*

monday - basically is SO redundant to go to school. an hour of lecture then i can go home. where do i find the motivation just to go to school an hour? i don't know. this is the only day i can do my stuff.

tuesday - 9am to 8.30pm in school. period.

wednesday, thursday - first half of the day in school. second half of the day, at work.

friday - 8am to 8.30pm in school.

saturday and sunday - whole day working.

i think i'm just making myself busy so that i won't let my nonsensical thoughts manifest itself.

it doesn't help when i'm having such a busy schedule, my mum goes on a week holiday. my father and my brothers practically turned the whole house over. actually, it's just my brothers. i spent like 2 hours of my precious rest time getting everything in place.

this few days of work have been particularly smooth. i hope it stays that way..

somethings that are none of your concern.. i just feel like typing it down..

it's all fated to be.. i understand everything now. i'm disappointed with everything.

i'm depressed, but at the same time i'm elated. by something. somehow or rather, the excitment isn't at it's peak.