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24 May 2005

OPUIHASDF

Tuning to : Dragon - WCCC


I won't be updating so frequently. Nothing to blog anyway. Until i have some interesting to post, i will leave it on the lurch. And when school starts, then confirm have things to blog.
The people around me are all starting school. I felt so left behind. We all got left behind, i feel like i'm slipping away~!

22 May 2005

OKHSDG

Tuning to : MM - Dried Up, Tied and Dead to the World


Friday - Went to WCCC do nothing. Training was so slack. Everything seems so slow paced although the competition is round the corner. But it's moving along pretty well. Heard that they have intensives on Saturday. I'm not there as usual, due to my lazy nature, lethargic as always.
Saturday - Went to school for training. They did improve, and a lot. But their attitude towards training is still...... Looking forward to the July Guan Mo Hui organised by my secondary school. Will be back there to help definitely. After that, went to diana's house to catch up with her. Chit chatted for like 3 hrs? Then i left for the dinner. The food overall was alright. Particularly like the dessert, YAM PASTE. MY FAVOURITE. Then went to my aunt's house to practice guitar with my cousins. Went home after that.
Today, woke up. My cousin came to my house. Shocked. Nonetheless i left for Hok San. I thought i was late because i left home at 11am. Reached there, Shifu was sitting there alone. No one went. Damn it. Waste of time and money. Shifu also have no time to go BQD so i kept the key. Went home slack until now. *Off to practice on my guitar*

19 May 2005

SDOFIH

Tuning to: Stone Sour - Get Inside


Monday - went to WC to paint the drum. HELL it's a lot of work. But done up most of them except for the border of the words. Ji wants to do it so let him be. i can live by it. because i can slack. not bad. done most of it within 5 hours. 2 mens job OKAY~! don't expect too much!
Tuesday - Jerry came to my house to test guitar and shit. one of his pick up selector is spoilt i think. he thought there's something wrong with his amp. but he doubt it. so with the help of ME, he realised that the pick up selector got something wrong.
Wednesday - slacked till 6pm. left for NYP. no night class, ji is sick so decided to hang around there to see if anything i can do to help. but it turned out to be disasterous. don't wish to mention about it. after the training went to S11 for supper. didn't eat much. didn't pay much attention to what adam, bryan and boon seng says because i'm in my own thoughts. oh well, went home after that.
today is bored bored bored. gave bao bei a wash, now she's as good as new. having night class later. got to prepare for it. actually there's nothing to prepare. let me act as if i have a lot of stuff to do can?

16 May 2005

POISADFLKH

Watching : Evanescence - Going Under (live in Rock in Rio)


Okay, from today on, i'm going to type perfect english for all my blog entries. Got to change away all those bad habits which was created since the day i have my computer. Typing all the singlish, the la leh lors, out you go~!

Well, basically nothing happened on Saturday.
Yesterday was a pissed of day for me. Went to Hok San, there was this long long stretch of cars parked outside Hok San at the double yellow lines. Two cops were busy copying down their car numbers and heard that each car was fined 70bucks. There are around 12-15 cars there, goodness~! TP is earning big bucks~! Moved stuff in Hok San. Climb here and there, moving drums and poles. Kind of tiring but new things to explore~! Hok San have a roof that we can climb up to when he stay for the night at Hok San. YEAH~! new hang out place.
Well, after that went to WC. Done up some stuff, paint the drum and such. Basically we are all very pissed by that iswaran. Called us to nod to him 3 times and that's it. Which cause us to miss Ri Xing starting part in the competition. I was damn disapponted with the judging. I know it's dark but i didn't know it's THAT dark. They got 1st anyway. But seriously, Ri Xing is good. Very good.


Well have to stop here and prepare stuff to go WC already. Want to go there early to slack. And it's dark here, it's going to rain at anytime.

14 May 2005

JHG

Watching to: Before I Forget MV


nothing much happened these few days. thursday, shall skip the details for morning.. skipped lesson to see yew keng at bendemeer. it was kind of nice, but the waiting is too much to handle. chit chatted with ji all the way.. talked about alot of stuff.. stuff that are of and not our concern.. after everything, went home..


today.. slacked at home still around 6.. left home for toa payoh to see competition.. it's kinda nice.. the crowds kind of not in the mood of shouting.. not like 2 years ago.. shouting here and there.. it sure have cut down alot.. went for supper at macs.. tcss.. went home and here i am.. writing these things..

11 May 2005

ASRG

Tuning to: Devildriver - Swinging the dead


i'm awfully pissed by today's happening.. this bunch of fucking freaks of broadrick went to ka jiao my friend.. then my friend say the broadrick ppl wan find their problem.. so kind of mi to actualli lift up my ass and went out of the fucking house to see what i can do to help them get out of the trouble.. before i left the house i still gave them a call to see if i really need to go down.. they didn't pick up the phone so i thought something bad must be happening.. so i left my house hastily.. when i reached the kallang KFC.. they were laughing like some mad ass.. they told me that everything is settled.. i actualli went there for nothing.. i was so fucking pissed that i gave 2 sentence to them.. 'Nothing happen liao then dunno how to call me to tell me everything is fine le huh. Kanina Buey Chao Chee Bye.' i left the KFC.. one of them tried to follow up to appease my anger.. but there's a bus coming our way.. she was rooted to the ground because i didn't care about the bus.. i continued walking.. so much for being nice..


wad the hell did i do to deserve all these? i'm thinking that everyone is playing a prank on me.. maybe my birth to this world is also a prank.. i hope it is.. i hope this is all juz a dream.. i'll not be surprised if i wake up realising that i'm in hell..

09 May 2005

ADSFG

Tuning to: COF - Nymphetamine (overdose)


life's starting to be more and more meaningless to me.. same old routines.. same old ppl u meet.. the same shit and same subject that keeps on revolving around us.. the things u wan neva gets to u.. the things u dun wan always crops up.. who arranged all these? i'm very ridiculed by it.. everyday u wake up.. u will have to think how to lead the day.. but it's juz the same old routine juz like the previous week u have juz led through.. it's juz a cycle.. keeps on revolving.. dun u ppl get sick of it.. i m very sick of it.. it have only been 18 yrs of my life.. and i'm sick.. i definitely dun wan to live up to a ripe old age.. imagine.. if u live up to 80 years old.. all u ever do is work to feed.. i seriously dun wan this kinda life.. they always say.. live life to the fullest.. how full can u live it up when this world is so fucking materialistic.. all they ever talk about is money.. how to earn quick bucks and such.. making unrealistic statement knowing that it will never come true..


relationship.. it's juz another thing i hope i can get rid of in my life.. I HOPE AND I WISHED.. what's waiting for me at the end of the path? a FUCKED UP situation that is left for me to clean up.. someone have told me.. being in a relationship is juz being more intimate in ur actions.. spending countless efforts to make the other person happy.. nothing more.. if u would say that there would be someone to listen to ur woes.. lend u a crying shoulder.. dun u have friends.. normal friends to do that? if u realli dun have any.. u are probably isolating urself away from them or u juz wan to keep them to u all by urself.. i'm such an example.. yes.. i admit.. i do share my woes with friends.. but not to the core of the situation.. i would juz grumble and grumble and that's it.. the situation that i m going through would always be a mist to them.. i have a very close female friend.. i share everything with her.. and i do mean everything.. but after O's.. things began to change.. not for better, but for the worse.. no one knows wad i'm going through.. no one will ever know.. i starting to doubt everyone's sincerity.. EVERYONE......

07 May 2005

LKSD

Tuning to: COF - prey


darn.. i dunno how long i can keep this up.. seems like having a blog is also another futile thing.. but nvm.. i'll keep it up for the peeps who wans to see.. and for the sake of me ranting the shit i want to..


yesterday.. went to RP.. no one inform me it was at 3pm.. so i thought it was the usual 12 noon.. so i went there to realise i was the only one there.. spent 3 hrs practically for nothing.. it was another pathetic performance.. heard RP's intake is like 9 ppl? heck.. not my business also..


today.. was supposed to go out at 12.. but in the end.. dragged and dragged till 4.45 then meet up.. met up with boon seng and jiji.. went for a walk and ate dinner at beach road the hawker.. the chilli noodle i had is.. HOT.. but nice.. was sweating.. ji still ask mi.. very hot meh.. then tried onli one strand of it.. stupid shit.. then walked arab st and bugis before proceeding to suntec.. walked ard carrefour.. got our stuff and settled down at the KFC..

there's this bunch of stupid christians.. sitting in the KFC.. then they were singing bday song for a bday girl.. ok.. it's fine.. nth wrong.. but they sang it for like 3 times more and changed the version.. MAY THE GOOD GOD BLESS U.. then boon seng said.. MAY THE GOOD GOD BLESS UR ASS.. laughed at the bunch of idiots.. fancy making a fool out of themselves in the public.. CHRISTIANS.. i have nth to hold against them.. but the actions they make seems.. so.. so stupid to me.. I EMPHASIZE AGAIN.. I HAVE NTH TO HOLD AGAINST CHRISTIAN.. i'm an atheist..

05 May 2005

KIJUSDXCMNXVC

Tuning to: COF - Nemesis


let's begin with yesterday shall we? ok.. i'm mumbling to myself.. no one will see my blog anyway.. hmm.. yesterday.. went to orchard with geek.. it's such a lucky thing i went with geek.. he noticed the 2 cds for 36 bucks.. so i took COF's limited edition cd and 3 doors down cd.. with gerrie's $10 voucher.. i got it both for like 36-10=26 bucks.. geek got dark tranquility cd.. it cost 35bucks.. god.. isn't he loaded.. something bad hapened to me.. so i shall not emphasize on it..


after going back home to fetch our guitar.. we met up and took a bus to seng kang.. we practiced our guitar.. but i was like.. god.. my guitar is so so out of tune.. and the worse thing.. I FORGOT TO GET A TUNER.. going to get it at davis tomorrow.. after that.. went up her house.. left the present for her.. home sweet home..


going to RP again tomorrow.. but nvm la.. got tons of chio bu there la.. can't resist.. but the response was damn pathetic.. nvm.. had fun.. fun is all we are looking for..

03 May 2005

LKISHADF

Tuning to: COF - Nymphetamine


Happy Birthday Ying Ting~!




well.. nth much happen.. yet again.. went to school.. caught up with some old friends.. went there to specially deliver ying ting's present.. then all the way tok cock with wanling and gang.. was actualli planning to go orchard buy COF cd.. but none of them wanted to go with me.. so i postponed it to tml and geek is coming with me.. cool.. tml.. i wun go for my math lesson.. i dun have the feeling to go.. and i dun wish to go.. i dunno if i seriously need to consider cutting my hair.. everyone was like.. 'y ur hair like that? y dun wan go and cut?' stuff like tat.. but i'm not going to cut it till the start of school to see how it goes.. if the school allow such long hair.. then mayb i will trim and dye.. if they disallow.. then i will also trim and dun dye.. but my fringe is a muz stay feature.. it's so nice of gerrie to give me a $10 voucher for HMV.. thanks girl.. i'll print all the tabs and chords out for reference and easy learning.. rather than staying in front of the computer.. if i can't use the computer.. i still have the reference guide.. and tml.. if geek is not going to pei mi till night.. i'll go to seng kang myself to spike myself to learn guitar at her house downstairs.. till late night.. i dun wan my parents to suspect that i'm skipping class... i'll bring all my stuff along with me tml..


well.. i'm seriously considering to solve the problem once and for all.. to keep her away from my pestering.. i've come to a decision.. a decision i MUZ abide.. i'll try to call and sort things out with her..

01 May 2005

LISD

Tuning to: Sun yan Zi - Radio 93.3


yes.. i saw it.. sun yan zi.. bo pian.. i'm at my cousin's house right now.. nothing to hear of my likings..


dunno wad's wrong with the people nowadays.. everyone's like darn depressed.. can't realli figure it out.. mayb it's juz me or......


went to her house warming juz now.. i said i wun smile anymore means no more.. i didn't expect u to see this.. but i meant every word i say.. i'm sorry if i dampen ur mood with u and among ur friends.. i'm sorry for it but i dun regret for doing wad i did.. i juz can't her out of my mind.. i juz can't stop thinking.. i've been thinking and pondering since the moment i step into my cousin's house.. my cousin gave me advice on wad i should.. but advice on wad had already taken place.. rather than giving advice on the present situation.. but.. i juz have to take it as it comes.. but juz as wad my cousin say.. y make things worse with my actions.. i decided to change to a more 'sociable' person.. rather than keep it all to myself.. i'm juz bring misery for myself... i juz feel like pinning down my thoughts.. if i can a chance to get back to this post when i grow.. mayb i'll think i have become a better person or i'm juz bluffing myself... but seriously.. after much thinking.. i still dunno wad to do.. dunno wad to do with the relationship between her and me.. advices truly needed.. juz hope weiting gets back to me fast once she comes back from london.. i seems to have the tendency to pour everything out to her..