HELP~!

Listening: SlipKnot - New Abortion

Happy Birthday~! Kah sin~!

good luck in everything you do and good luck for your future endeavours~! and have a really nice birthday. 17 le, must be more matured liao. tomorrow then i go out with you. haha.. take care and smile always~!

went to bugis yesterday with henry, kelly and hui fen. was looking all over for platform boots. GUYS~! any of you have any idea where to get platform boots? please give me a call~! i need it urgently~! then after that saw, kah sin. shocked but nonetheless wished her birthday first. i was eaelier than yeh li she claims that i'm later.. ... alright have to stop now. blog tonight. now the teacher starting the practical theory already. SO LONG~!

BORING~!

Listening: Slipknot - Pulse of The Maggots

nothing much happened this few days, got a kabuki mask which is like damn nice? it's a steal, when it first came out, it's like 50bucks. now after few months of displaying, i got it at an affordable price of 20 bucks. it actually cost 25 bucks, then the shop owner say i'm like damn interested, so he gave me at 20 bucks. how cool~

will blog later. now i'm in the lab configuring the router. will be continuing after i finish my lab.

Happy? Happy!

Listening: Cradle of Filth - Bestial Lust

yesterday was the best day of my life. i got a slipknot poster for free from the guitar shop i bought my guitar. And my dad got me the phone i want~! Samsung X640C, flip phone. mei~! don't be jealous~! hahahahahahahahahaha... who needs the big big slipknot poster when i got one almost the same one as the one along the streets. but a smaller one. it's still very nice~! i love it. and i love my phone too. now, i'm really in a life full of happiness and fortune. i got everything i wanted, i got a great girlfriend. i have nothing muchh to ask for. muahahahahahaha.. nothing to say about this few days.. just one simple word will do.. HAPPY~!

Life

Listening : Limp Bizkit - The Truth

i was in the bus just now when a sudden strange feeling got into me. This phrase somehow or rather got to me when i was in the bus. Why are we here? We are all yearning to be living when we are living to be dead. it just struck me just like that *a snap of the fingers*

suddenly i felt that i'm no one. i felt that my presence is not felt to anyone. AT ALL.. suddenly i felt that i'm feeling helpless towards everything. EVERYTHING.

let's think about it, when we die, where are we going. what will we feel after we are dead. do we still can feel like now? or does everything just blackout and never come back again? it's a thought then have been haunting me since i was like 5. i've been thinking about this question. i believe no one can answer this question. i can still vividly rememeber this incident, where i was like in primary 3, i weeped silently because of this fear in me. till now, i still can feel this fear in me. whenever i'm alone, i will think of everything and anything. but this is a question i do not wish to explore into. every time i think about this question, the sudden strange feeling will always, ALWAYS come back to.

i don't know what to say for now. i'm speechless for a moment.

Exhausted

Listening to: Slipknot - Prosthetics

oh shit.. last saturday, was so fucked up by my friend. he's one hell of an asshole. he says things at the wrong time at the wrong fucking place. i'm just there to fucking help, and i'm not a student of that fucking poly. i'm never going to help him nor his students. i'll only guide them along and not going to teach them anything. i'm helpless when i come to this things. anyway he's not going to see this post so just take it as i'm just ranting some bullshit stuff. just for the information of those who know what i'm talking about, you guys know he's hell of an asshole. i'm just going to ignore him. FUCK it...

fri, NYP competition. somethings are meant not to be said. hahahahahahaha... anyway she also won't come to see my blog. se don't even know my password. so.. GEN shout until 'zao xia' "voice run".. haha.. and it's such a pity that max dropped the thing. but nevermind. our intention of competition is not to win, but to gain experience. anyway, well done NYP peeps. it's the experience that matters, not the trophy.

sat, went out with girl and lingx. somehow or rather i got a strange feeling. but i think it's all just an illusion (don't know if it's the right word, mandarin is 'cuo jue'). then bought lollipops for both of them. but they are going to get it today, which is monday. just hope that girl will like it. when she saw the lollipops. she was so happy. so after send her home. i went down to bugis again to get it for her. got her 3 and get lingx 2. maybe later go co-op shop get more sweets for girl. sian.. 2 weeks cannot see her. only can sms or call her. nevermind. this 2 weeks i'm going to do something up for her, because after the 2 weeks, it'll be our first month. so i shall do something nice and special for her. ideas guys?
after that went to WCCC to welcome that damn ah neh again.. this sat also have but i think i'm going for hok san's 'guan yin dan' with the SP people. SP is really a fun bunch of people to be with la. but not all SP people are good. i know it myself.

sunday, went chu shi for hok san. happy events, unhappy events. normal routine. after that went to bugis with jun jie, kevin and bryan. jun jie need to get a bag so pei him go.. after that went home. think i'm going to stop here. mr francis have already start the practical but i'm still typing this thing. haha.. good bye.

*note: my blog is so dead.

News

Doing : Binary no. conversion and dec. no. conversion

i'm in the class now. it's so damn boring for school this few days. one of my classmate is a drummer. and he and his band is joining the competition of bands tis saturday. i think it's the preview. i think i'm going with girl but must ask girl first. .. it's at Junction 8 at bishan. so check it out guys.

well. nothing much in school.. theory theory theory, practical practical practical. lunch lunch and more lunch.

not much things to update. just.. hoping that i can meet you soon. i miss you dearly.

Fucked up

Listening to: Limp Bizkit - The Propoganda

DARN~! the sunday times spelt my name wrongly. LAU ENG WAH. OMG~! fuck the editor. but nevermind. everyone will think of that my name is spelt as that. the cinema name.. -.-

well basically i feel damn fucked up right now. i know what my mistake is already girl. sorry. i will change for the better okay? i know what to do le. i think i need some of you guys advice. call me if you want to help me.. hahaha... self service somemore.. ... BAH~! i don't know what the fuck i'm typing about right now..

the competition. don't want to even talk about it. it's so damn dark. they didn't on the lights again. darn. 7.86 is our result. damn NUS for getting into taka. hope they fall. fall twice, thrice and maybe four times then good.

Early In The Morning 8 o'clock

Listening to: Cradle of Filth - Swan Song of a Raven

i'm in class right now.. typing all this shit. fuck my brother for hogging on to the com the whole night. he's getting to outrageous. though he's going to army already. that doesn't mean that he can use until shiok then go army. now it's like i'm always typing my entry in my class. but it's better as in there's air con and such stuff.. SHIOK~!

yesterday, got a call from jerry. he gave me the opportunity to have an interview with a journalist in 'The Sunday Times'. Jerry claimed that he heard him saying about photoshoot and stuff. but i only had an interview with him through the phone. took me like 5 mins? it's really a short interview. but i'm going to throw myself to him. i'm going to call him again and give him my particulars and if he needs help, he can always call me and hopefully get me a photoshoot and post it in the papers.. hopefully my name gets on the papers too.. thanks jerry for giving me such a great opportunity.

time really flies. today is the competition date. hope everything goes well. good luck to all participants. do our best that is. and hopefully get back to some of the people. heard that they purposely took leave just to come and help us. greatly appreciated. heard that meiling and yiqin is coming too. it's been such a long time. good luck to jason tay, chris, jiji, bryan, kevin, nicholas and ah kok. and hopefully, i won't cock up.. tonight 7pm at the ground behind chinatown point. if you guys have the time. COME AND SUPPORT US~! WEST COAST HUAT AH~!

Noisy class

Listening to: the rowdy class

Happy Birthday, Jerry~!

i forgot yesterday actually was his birthday. i still say right in his face 'your birthday is tomorrow, right?!' i got scolding by doing that.

I GOT THE SLIPKNOT TICKETS ALREADY~!

oh my god *hyper* after that went to meet zhen ru and jerry. chat for a little while. it's quite some time since the ELLAS meet. since school starts, everyone's like... busy? yeah.. maybe that's it..

after that went home and chat with girl till 11pm.. i was already dozing off at that time.. i was quite tired... girl said hello for like 4 times before i replied her.. sorry girl.. i didn't do it intentionally.. very sorry... i miss her.. BADLY