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let's juz say everything is so fucked up right now.. i have little space in this house.. and now.. my mum is dominating my closet.. wad the fuck~! i'm like.. where am i going to put my clothes? then she say she buy those cloth wardrobe for mi.. i'm like?? O.O.. that thing is fugli (fucking ugly) lo.. not she buy.. she alreadi bought it and it's in the storeroom right now... i'm like.. u didn't consult mi then u go buy alreadi.. *stares*

wat to do. i have little say in this family.. my future.. the courses i wan.. my wish to go NAFA.. down the drain.. all thanks to my beloved dad.. and my space getting smaller and smaller.. all thanks to my beloved mum... i've onli got this small little table to put my things.. a closet which is twice smaller than my 2 bros' and 2 shelves to store my stuff.. and the shelves are so so small lo... juz a few book.. it's all cramped up..

last time.. i've been thinking of renting a room for myself.. to store my things.. a small space juz to call my space... but now.. it's not thinking alreadi.. i'm seriously considering to rent a room.. but firstly money muz come in first.. it's all juz so fucked up right now.. everything that i do right now.. isn't within my limits.. if next time i'm not going to be big.. i'm going to blame.. i'm going to blame everybody in my family.. fancy telling mi that i'm condemning myself when the family is not comdemning mi.. (quote from my bro's 'counselling' session with mi.. now look who's more like condemning who... fuck it all.. fuck this world.. fuck everything tat u stand for.. fuck it..

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i'm back for another update.. and i'm juz back from the ella family.. they are great ppl.. that's wad i can say.. caught a movie called 'swing girls'.. those who are into music.. check tat out.. i was reluctant to catch the movie at first but geek and rock managed to get me into the movie theatre.. well it's not that bad.. juz tat geek and i was arguing abt the bassist or the guitarist in the show.. which one is more prettier.. i took the bassist.. no doubt the guitarist is cute.. but wad we are looking here is pretty.. oh well...

yea.. it's after 12 am.. so i would say yesterday was my birthday.. and the day before yesterday.. the wc ppl helped mi clelbrated my birthday.. well i was kinda prepared for it.. but i wasn't prepared for wad cecillia did to mi.. grrr... oh well.. anyway.. thanks guys.. realli appreciated it.. and the present.. i like it alot.. juz tat i'm still thinkin whether to use it anot or to keep it as a momento.. cause well.. as u can see.. i receive very little presents.. so i cherish everyone of the.. i even have a space for all of them inside my closet.. where i store them...
yesterday.. was at home from morning till 8pm? geek came and meet mi up at the bus stop.. he demanded to come my house to return my cd and my shirt.. FINALLY and curse his memory for not bringing my vol3 cd.. darn.. u betta return it to mi quick.. missed it ok~!
to all the guys who wished me happy birthday.. the wc guys and nyp peeps.. thanks alot.. and special thanks to wan cai and ben for tat very early greetings.. and kah sin, xiao hui, yenny, janet, wanling, ying ting, joyce, misdemeanor, jessica, shai, swan chiu, may yee, jian hui, priscilla, hui wen and yunfang... thanks for sending ur greetings.. realli appreciated.. and geek and rock for spending the night with mi.. and misdemeanor, yin yu and wen qin.. thanks for the invitation.. but i turned it down.. i'm so sorry abt it.. catch up with u all next time k...
well.. i have to end here...

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my computer is back online alive and kicking.. great~! the feeling of retrieving back ur com after the 'long' wait is great.. watch out guys.. i'm gonna flood all ur tagboards.. muhahaha.. to let all of u know that i'm back and let u all feel my presence.. again~! haha...

ok.. this past few weeks have been ups and downs.. i'm practically running around the whole singapore bcoz of my fucking lousy result.. i failed my math.. and i seriously hope tat i can get into a poly.. i put the 4 very hopeless choice in my first 4 choices.. others.. ITE.. if i go poly.. i no need to retake my math.. if i go ITE.. i have to retake.. so realli i'm hoping to get into a poly.. then i appealed in rp.. they shortlisted me to a math test.. i'm still waiting for my result.. i'm putting high hopes on it.. if i go rp.. i still have to retake math in order to advance year 2.. at least it's a betta choice than taking more subjects not including math..

ok.. i'll update very soon.. my bro's gonna use the com.. so i'll go flood tagboards right now~! muahaha.. watch out peeps.. here i come~!