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Watching : Slipknot - Before I Forget (live at Conan O'Brien)


god damn it.. my bro deleted away all my videos.. ALL~! all my slipknot 76 vids, my manson videos and murderdolls videos and miscellaneous.. fuck him~! FUCK HIM~! now i have only a few videos to watch.. can someone juz kill him.. urgh..


well.. as usual.. went to west coast for training.. 1/2 hearted training.. dinner was great.. supper was great.. training was great too.. dai dee sessions.. everything juz being very fine.. tml got to wake up early to BQD chud shi.. afternoon go house warming and at night go uncle's house to do u know wad? celebrate mothers' day.. god.. spare me.. if not for my grandma who is obviously alreadi very very worried about me due to my months of disappearance.. i would not even think of going.. it's all for the sake of my grandma..


today will be as usual.. online all day.. tabs and chords, tabs and chords. that's all i'm gonna see.. practice and practice.. ok jerry.. i will thank you no more.. juz get me some songs.. i'm currently broke due to saving up.. so would u mind lend mi ur thumbdrive? *GASP the guitar u chose for me is real great.. Tha.. i'll save the thank part to myself..

OISHRG

Tuning to: Cradle Of Filth - Nymphethamine


god damn it, yesterday's math class was a bummer.. complain the shit out of the teacher.. he's out for good.. he freaking apologised for the wrong choice of words.. but although he say he quit.. but i think he will be teachin us again next week.. can't find a replacement that fast.. quotes from the supervisor..


i juz find it great to stay at home all day.. i dun get bored anymore.. though the use of the net is a bit boring.. but i'm alreadi used to it.. finding tabs and learning new chords all day long.. for now.. i juz wan to stay at home all day.. dread going out.. can't post a pic of my babe cause my stupid bro went to hide the camera away from my sight.. i decided to name my babe kimberly.. some of u may know the reason.. some may not.. i juz love it.. all thanks and compliments goes out to jerry..


well.. i guess i m a total loner right now.. i'm loving it..

EDAKUIG

Tuning to: Slipknot - Verimillion Pt 2


been slacking at home all day.. can't stop thinking.. can's stop pondering.. can't stop wondering.. wish that there's someone to talk to but all seems so occupied..


i'm bored.. sorry i offending anyone of u all on msn.. i'm having a real real bad week.. everything is in the midst of crashing down..


anyone have any nice songs to intro.. or any nice songs to play on the guitar.. leave a message for me.. i wan to keep myself occupied.. prevent myself from thinking further.. jerry.. rest assure.. i'm beginning to have a better grip on the guitar u 'loaned' me... i'm learning all the minors and majors.. and keep on practicing and practicing and practicing...........


i won't let this build inside of me... she's a myth that i have to believe in..

ASK DUFIUJIGH

Listening to: slipknot - vermillion pt. 2


Vermillion Pt. 2


She seemed dressed in all of me
Stretched across my shame
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through and covered me
I'd do anything to have her to myself
Just to have her for myself
Now I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do
When she makes me sad
She is everything to me
The unrequited dream
A song that no one sings
The unattainable
She's a myth that I have to believe in
All I need to make it real is one more reason


I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do
When she makes me sad
But I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me


A catch in my throat
Choke, torn into pieces I won't
No, I dont want to be this


But I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me
I wont let this build up inside of me


She isnt real (Won't let this build up indside of me)
I can't make her real (Won't let this build up indside of me)
She isnt real (Won't let this build up indside of me)
I can't make her real (Won't let this build up indside of me)


this song best suits my mood and emotion that i'm feeling right now...

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you all will never see the true smile on my face ever again.. it's all a lie.. a

fucking

lie..

cruelty of life made me realise.. being good doesn't get paid..


nevertheless.. thanks jerry for the guitar... owe u big one..

ASDFKJGLASFG

Watching : Dimmu Borgir - Puritania


heaven been updating cause of 2 reasons.. my bro have been hogging on the com and there's nth to write abt because i practically stay at home all day.. haha...


Thursday
nth to do.. stared at the monitor for hours b4 preparing to go for nite class.. that damn houyu caused mi and yuru to miss the rarely taken bus number 62 double decker.. reach there... the lessons was rather out of topic.. got bored... then went home after the lesson.. yuru they all went toilet so i kinda went off first when the bus came.. got to know this indian and 2 malay girls.. chat with on the bus.. they say i look like some indonesian.. with my hair, my appearance and the way i present myself.. I'M NOT INDONESIAN AND I DON'T LOOK LIKE THEM~! well.. had quite a nice chat with them.. although i'm a bit racist but i find them ok..


Friday
went to west coast to sleep.. find the lights too bright too sleep.. so i off the lights.. damn it.. it became too dark too see the surroundings.. i went back to lie on the sofa.. heard some breathing noises from the desk.. i thought it was juz my own breathing.. so i stop breathing for a moment.. it wasn't from mi~! so i went to on the radio and try to sleep.. was it my imagination or hallucination? *shrugs* shortly after i went to sleep.. sixing they all came.. disturb.. haha.. played dai dee.. jun jie came to play with us as it is raining outside.. damn is he attitude.. neva knew he changed so much.. training went on as usual.. had some fun dee siaoing some retards at wc.. vincent came~! and jiji met his match.. haha.. had supper.. then go home.. *note: west coast cc the coffee shop have the best fish slice bee hoon i have ever eaten.. the 5 bucks for that miserable thing is worth it~! haha...


after lunch.. i will be going to jerry house play play.. haha... gotta go complain to my mum call her faster cook.. haha..

iasuiodhf

Tuning to : Marilyn Manson - the dope show


koped this from cai's blog.. and she koped from someone else's blog.. haha.. beware.. we tend to kop ppl's things also.. haha...


Form Ur Unique ones today!!
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A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.


B You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.


C You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it.


D You have trouble trusting people.


E You are a very exciting person.


F Everyone loves you.


G You have excellent ways of viewing people.


H You are not judgemental.


I You are always smiling and making others smile.


J Jealously


K You like to try new things.


L Love is something you deeply believe in.


M Success comes easily to you.


N You like to work, but you always want a break.


O You are very open-minded.


P You are very friendly and understanding.


Q You are a hypocrite.


R You are a social butterfly.


S You are very broad-minded.


T You have an attitude, a big one.


U You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.


V You have a very good physique and looks.


W You like your privacy.


X You never let people tell you what to do.


Y You cause a lot of trouble.


Z You're always fighting with someone


well here's mine..


E You are a very exciting person.
N You like to work, but you always want a break.
G You have excellent ways of viewing people.


H You are not judgemental.
U You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.


E - exciting? hmm.. *pondering..*
N - dun joke.. i dun like to work.. haha
G - viewing ppl? oogling at chio bu u meant.. haha


H - yea, i'm not judgemental
U - yea, i'm WAY under ppl's standards
A - it's very true.. i'm in deep thoughts all the time..


enough of that self reflection stuff.. haha... I FOUND MY OWN SOURCE OF METAL GIGS~! haha.. maybe i'm slow or wad.. mayb u guys alreadi got it.. but hey i got it anyhow.. haha... May have a metal gig.. and i'm definitely going.. metal industries 2.. check it out peeps.. i'm u are into metal.. haha.. i've read alot about rough cast.. it's time i realli check out the music scene in singapore...

kljzxfdf

Watchin - slipknot : pulse of the maggots (live at BDO)


Replies


NJH - irony.. u say i dunno that person and yet u say he's my good friend.. are ur brains working? and pls dun comment in my blog anymore.. thanks...


zr - i dun get a single word u are talking.. pls type in english.. thank u...
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let's start with yesterday.. went to hok san early in the morning to realise no one's there yet.. changed.. sit at kopitiam wait for ppl come.. haha.. YONG QUAN CAME~! wad a surprise it was.. quite alot of ppl came.. had breakfast then tie flags and off we go...


slacked all the way.. neva realli help out.. haha.. i'm an asshole.. haha..


went back hok san.. wad some oily stuff.. and went BK to have more oily stuff.. haha.. but i didn't order anything.. koped ppl's fries and drinks.. haha.. walked ard chinatown.. back and forth back and forth.. talk cock all the way.. laughed till our stomach calls for mercy.. haha.. go back hok san for dinner.. at dinner also like tat.. haha.. jia lat sia.. then went home after the dinner..


was in bus 33 until i realise blangas are comin in.. forgot all abt it.. then nvm.. when i wan to alight.. i sit inside ma.. at the rearest seat.. then 3 blangas sit beside mi.. i squeezed out.. the suddenly the bus move.. i jerked back and the blanga

KISSED MY ASS

.. how cool is that.. haha..


today.. slacked at home.. nth to do.. done up blogs for caiyun and shai.. quite pleased with the results.. and here i m.. typing all these..

akjsfgs

Watching: Metallica - Master of Puppets (live in rock in rio)


Replies
NJH - if it's a good friend of mine to call u do those things.. i dun he is a good friend of mine.. and in any case of such happenings.. i dun even treat him as my friend.


Jerry - wad.. knn.. u go in la.. then tok to xuan xuan and k siao wan to see bra right.. very good at acting huh.. haha


!XoBiLe - haha.. ya.. it sure is a long time since we see each other.. drums.. find mi one.. even better.. get mi one.. haha....
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yester.. as usual.. was slacking at home till 3+ before going to wccc.. reached there.. slacked.. read books.. played a little drum... then go for dinner.. haha.. got no money so jiji treat.. wahahahaha.. i'm such an asshole.. haha


after that.. training as usual.. but i no training la.. i was sleeping till gen keep on whacking mi wake up.. call mi dun slack.. wa lao.. then bo pian lo.. go up there.. do nth also.. talk cock with boon seng.. go down.. slacked.. play black jack with kevin.. haha.. wad a loser he was sia.. haha... he dealer i keep on black jack.. i dealer he keep on black jack.. wth.. then jiji come in join the game.. he come in play i black jack for 3 times.. then he say i cheated.. wad a loser.. haha.. laugh like hell... then had supper.. again.. borrowed money from jiji kevin and boon seng.. sian.. talk alot of cock.. haha... as usual la.. then go home liao.. reach home slacked then sleep...

jhnajsdf;a

Tuning to : Weiting's blog music

Bon Voyage, Weiting~!

she's leavin for edinburg and london.. i'm so jealous..so so jealous... everyone's been to other countries for leisure and fun.. but i hasn't.. yes.. i did go overseas.. to malaysia.. to attend my grandma's funeral.. it was no fun.. so i dun consider tat a trip.. it's a sad trip.. very sad trip...


suddenly a strong feeling came to me at the moment when i'm typing all these.. i realli miss my grandma.. next monday is her 100 days death.. she's the person i miss the most.. well.. not that i dun miss u guys.. but she'll always be on the first priority


i still can remember vividly.. how my grandma hold my hand, crossing the road at malaysia, segamat.. along the roads.. then there's always this 'cart uncle'.. he will go to my grandma's house there to sell candies and titbits and chewing gum.. my grandma will always bring us down to buy titbits and we will always call her to buy chewing gum for us.. as usual.. my parents will scold.. but as my grandma dotes us.. she will still buy for us...


how i wish i can see her again... be it human form or ghastly form.. i juz wanna see her one more time...

kadghsfaslkk

damn it.. i'm spending far too much.. drew out 20 bucks for supper, 20 bucks for a slipknot mag.. but i dun regret buying it.. it's realli great.. now i'm left with hundred bucks in my bank and 10 bucks on hand..





yesterday night... came home from night class.. the moment i open the lock and stepped into my living room.. while taking off my shoes.. my phone rang.. it was misdemeanor..


'oii.. fat arse.. supper at prata shop.. come down quickly...'


i'm like.. wa.. so hiong ah.. juz reach home nia have to go out.. and i'm totally broke.. nonetheless.. i agreed.. checked the SP letter.. the moment i opened it.. i threw it on the table and went out of the house.. my dad called me and say y u neva see u open onli u leave the house liao.. i told my dad.. no need see one.. sure appeal unsuccessful de.. sure enough.. it was unsuccessful.. my dad gave me a silly laugh and call me not to go home too late...


went to the ATM outside kallang mac to draw money.. i'm so so broke.. urgh.. while walking to the prata shop.. saw ken boon coming also.. he was swinging a packet of dunno wad thing he bought from bangkok for jasmine.. later to realise it was a fender t-shirt...


i was so hungry that each of them ordered one prata each and i ordered like 4? i heaven had my lunch and dinner for like 2 days? breakfast was like onli coffee??? it's obvious i'm starving.. and i'm getting fat.. haha.. tok alot of cock.. as usual.. sent jas home and then ken boon left while fishy treat taxi.. she always treats me taxi.. haha..

asoiyoigj

today.. haha.. damn bored.. was at home slacking till jerry missed called mi.. called him back.. met him at heeren ard 3pm.. was down to town again.. walked heeren.. far east.. on the way to the bus stio saw steven lim.. he sucks.. for real.. big time sucka.. took a bus to PS.. then mrt to city hall to peninsula to oogle at guitars.. oh shit.. it juz increases my urge of getting an electric guitar real quick.. i can't wait to get my hand on them... then went to bugis.. got wanling another bday present to make her even more happier.. then pass it to her... went off for my night class.. end of story.. good night...

enthusiastic

Happy Birthday, Wanling~!

suddenly.. i'm so enthu about getting an electrical guitar... but damn it it's expensive.. got to realli limit myself on all my spendings.. got to save up to 500 bucks by mid-june.. can't always go to jerry's house and jam.. i think going there once in a while is ok.. but going there often seems.... impolite? anyway imelda sorta help mi got a job.. but it starts in may.. but there's no gurantee i'm gonna get it.. so *cross fingers*... besides.. i still have to spend ard 100 bucks for my art? oh shit... can someone pls remind mi to call mr san tonight... argh.. have been forgetting...

yesterday.. went to watch eye 10 with wei ting.. haha.. juz as described by yin yu.. 'the show will make u think of ken boon.. it sure did.. haha.. the uncle selling books... haha that movie as what ken boon say.. the comedy takes off the horror.. it's funny no doubt.. but scary? hmm... *ponders*

after that went to bugis to meet aurelia.. then went for a walk.. saw a couple of friends.. then went to meet wanling to give her her birthday present.. got a little piglet for her... and u know wad.. her dog is so damn cute~! cairn terrier.. i juz love cairn terrier... when i grow up.. i will want a dog.. it's so cute.. husky would be nice too.. haha... went around bugis.. saw this set.. someone's shooting an english film in front of bugis arcade.. the girls went crazy about someone whom i dunno.. but the girl on boots seems nice... haha..

guess today i'll be going town with jerry.. take a look around.. i'm frequenting town right now.. went there with different people and different people gives u a different feeling when u go to town.. juz hope that we dun crap too much.. haha...

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ok.. some guy so bo liao invaded my tagboard so i deleted away.. save the trouble of even wasting my brain cells thinking abt how to deal with such bo liao ppl...

ok.. i'm actualli slacking and at the same time busy? i'm staying at home practically all day everyday.. and i'm thinking abt wad to do for my art.. of course with the help of mr san.. night classes are dope... nearly slept through the math lesson bcoz it's so boring.. science.. with the help of 3 friends.. i'm not sleeping.. that's a good sign.. i'm thinking of doing a new blog without any tagboard in case those bo liao ppl come in again.. juz a word for NJH - i'm not disturbed by ur presence.. i juz feel tat u are so so gay and so so nth to do to do such stuff... if u got the guts.. come straight to my face rather than using those stupid tricks... i'm bored with this thing so i would rather delete away the tagboard..