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20 August 2005

missing you

Listening: Slipknot - Prosthetics

i miss the smell of your hair.

i miss the way how my hand miraculously found your hand.

i miss the time we had together.

i miss the times where i used to buy tons of sweets and lollipops for you.

i miss the times i walked you home.

i miss the way you complained to me about all your problems.

I MISS YOUR EVERYTHING...

18 August 2005

It's all over

Listening: SlipKnot - Eyeless

i gain something, i fucking lose something. it's all the things i love.

is this a curse that was casted upon me the day i was born? it all make sense to me, now. everything the fortune teller told me. i'm borned cursed and jinxed. no matter what i do. it's a fact i can't change. i don't know what to do. i don't know what to say.

if you try to make me feel happy in anyway. fuck off and just fucking leaving me alone. i will tide over this crisis myself. i may or i may not. it's none of any of your fucking business. don't like me. get out of my fucking life. i don't fucking need you and i won't ever beg you to fucking come back. just go.

16 August 2005

SlipKnoT!

Listening : SlipKnoT - The Blister Exist

let's start from the beginning. didn't turn up for school for obvious reasons. waited till around 2. met jerry, went to peninsula to fix his guitar. after that, we are off to the concert.

it was insane. totally insane. SlipKnoT's concert was a blast.

we went to the venue. tons of people were there. went it's time to go in. total chaos erupted. made way to the gate. a car came in WITH SID IN IT! he was video taping everything. i recognised him through his transformers tattoo on his hand. after that, went in. booked the best place. we were upfront and upclose. after like an hour and a half of wait, Prelude 3.0 started blasting through the amps. but it went off due to technical difficulties. after a short while everything's back up. Prelude 3.0 came up again! when it's nearing the end of the song, that's when the members started coming in!

Mick came in soaking wet! the crowds were high, everything just turned into complete chaos. shan't go into the details. while stopping in between songs, corey spoke to us. he call us to take care of the people around us as we are all of one, and we are here for the music. he told us that nothing's going to stop them from playing tonight because there's 2 things that's pushing them through which is the music and US the maggots.

SlipKnot did change their mask but they never go UNMASKED. it's the DEATH MASK that is when they play for Vermillion. i've been seeing people typing 'they go unmasked' on the forums. *speechless*

if i can remember clearly, during one of the songs, shawn threw the baseball bat over joey to the backstage. joey was looking at the baseball bat flying over him while playing. think he feared that the baseball bat will hit him. and while playing pulse of the maggots, sid actually worn out and started lying on the ground while chris points at sid with his mic as the crowd shout 'we won't die'. sid and clown actually brawled like the old times and sid dragged clown to his percussions and started brawling on the percussion. damn its hell up there.

after a few songs, the band stopped again and that's when corey started to be cocky and such.
'is it hot out there? are you guys fucking hot? *sprays water* it's damn comfortable up on the stage right here'
everything just went on as usual. the band actually gave us more than we should get. i've come to realise they did 2 more songs than the usual 15 that they always do.
let's see the song listing -

1. the blister exist
2. (sic)
3. before i forget
*i can't remember the sequence already so i will go by the albums* *grins*
4. eyeless
5. wait and bleed
6. surfacin'
7. spit it out
8. eeyore
9. people = shit
10. disasterpieces
11. everything ends
12. heretic anthem
13. left behind
14. purity
15. duality
16. vermillion
17. pulse of the maggots.

YEAH. they indeed add 2 more songs to the usual 15 songs they did normally. we maggots here in singapore are very LUCKY. SLIPKNOT, i have a new found respect for you guys.
for pictures of the gig, refer to www.soft.com.sg.

this is certainly one night i'm going to remember for the rest of my life.

14 August 2005

Happy?

Listening : Mudvayne - Happy?

In this hole
That is me
The dead are rolling over
In this hole
Thickening
Dirt shoveled over shoulders

I feel it in me
So overwhelmed
Oh, this pressured center rising
My life overturned
Unfair the despare
All these scars keep ripping open

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear meat from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?

In this hole
That is me
A life that's growing feeble
In this hole
So limiting
The sun has set; all darkens

Buried underneath
Hands slip off the wheel
Internal path-way to contention

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear meat from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?

Are you
HAPPY

Are you
HAPPY

Are you feeling happy?

In this hole
That is me
Left with a heart exhausted
What's my release??
What sets me free?
Do you pull me up just to push me down again?

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear meat from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy?

Peel me from the skin
Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear me from the bone
Tear me from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy?

Does it make you happy?
Are you feeling happy?
Are you fucking happy?
Now that I'm lost left with nothing

Does it make you happy?
Are you feeling happy?
Are you fucking happy?
Now that I'm lost left with nothing?

it's just a song that represents how i feel now. if things really turn out bad. then i'm really lost and left with nothing in this whole world. nothing worth for me to continue this mindless and useless life. nothing to worthy to mention about. i'm just here consuming resources.

07 August 2005

Awaiting

Listening : SlipKnot - Basement recordings(SLIPKNOT)

it's been quite a long time since i've blogged. i wonder how my god sister blog everyday. like everyday got things to blog, somemore it's all long entries. man. well, school's as usual. nothing much happen. just that had a swimming session with the peeps on wednesday. tomorrow's boing to be a bore. half day then national day don't know what crap. sure it sucks. then after that going out with claris and company.

sat, which was yesterday, went to get the boots with claris. damn my feet for being so huge. can't even fit in. darn. so i gave it up. claris bought hers. damn her. she went off i go to suntec, wizard of oz. suddenly, i realise their platform boots are FUGLY. (FUCKING UGLY). so i decided not to buy from them. about the platform boots. i'll think of other ways. then after that met jiji, then go WC. the welcoming's okay. did a few free labour. sucks though. after that went home like at 11pm.

today, went to hok san. STRESSED. shan't talk about it. been in front of the com till now. from 2pm.

recalled an incident. i was on the phone with claris for quite a long time. like 1hr ++. i skipped my science lesson you see. so i went to search for platform boots. she was on the phone with me all the way. so i went to parkway. while i was leaving the building. watson got those kind of transparent sliding glass door. so while i was walking up the stairs. i heard a loud bang. it's sounded like car crashing. after i checked it. it isn't. so i turned around and took a peek. a boy, like 10 or 11. was grabbing his nose and crounching forward while the glass door opened slowly. as you can see, everything happened so fast. the people leaving watson through that door was like pitying the boy. actually i felt pretty sad for that boy. but after i described the whole situation to claris. damn her for making me laugh. it's lucky that i was quite far away. damn her sia.

that's about all. one more week to go. i'm seriously sick. but after that one week. i won't be anymore. hahahahahaha.. *grins*. girl, no need keep on saying sorry. it's not your fault, seriously.

01 August 2005

First Month

Listening : Slipknot - Before I Forget

this few days, not much happenings. sat, went to pass birthday present to kah sin. caught up with her for like 2 hrs ++ going 3 hrs. it's been suc a long time since we see each other. so we kind of chat the whole way. about everything and anything. after that went to kolam ayer cc to get money. after that intend to go esplanade to look for restaurants. in the end, went there to wait for the fireworks cause it's the NDP preview. took a couple of pics. then met up with claris as they are just around the corner. walked till 10 pm before we went home.
sunday, went to help sar kong in the competition. sianded. nothing much actually. slept during the taman jurong second team, when the other jurong people is just beside me. bo pian, really very tired. after that went home, as usual, internet, guitar, tv then wished girl happy first month, then slept at 12.30 as 'whose line is it anyway?' is on air.

today marks the first month of me and girl together. i wish that i can be like this with her forever. just like this. later i have a BIG plan for her. haha. don't get mad when you see this girl. i'm not in the lab for practical. after that i will run from school already. 11 am. BYE SIMEI ITE. haha..