wonder

Listening - Nothing

Look at this, i'm now in practical lesson. And look what we do in class!



We are trained to be an architect than a wireless technician! *laughs. Actually we are planning the wireless coverage! *laughs. that's how i plan my wireless covereage at home. When i get my laptop, this will be how my wireless coverage will be. This is all my course is about! This is so fun!

unlucky shit

Listening - Slipknot : Prosthetics

one down two to go, for my assignments with research.

saturday was the worst day anyone could ever experience. not only i have a bad day, everyone else have a bad day. i thought i'm being too sensitive but no! it was really bad day. i don't wish to go into it. same sentiments?

sunday woke up late for some reasons. was doing my assignments when jerry messaged me on msn to go to peninsula about his guitar. i think he like his guitar more than anything now. *laughs. well, something got the better of me. i saw this at GC (guitar connection).



man! it was a beauty! well, to me. it's GIBSON SG series. will add to my wishlist but i think at the rate of what i want to buy, i can only get this at the start of year 2007. *sulks and curses*

went to WC for the dragon dance performance. the night was fun-filled with some upset happenings but it didn't dampen down any of our moods. it was crazy! i try getting pictures from them. *laughs. if i can.

strange, i don't like blogging in school. i always blog in school but nowadays something just got into me. the days just didn't get any better.

I could careless

Watching - Greenday : American Idiot (live at Storytellers)

it's been a long 2 days for me in school. I missed out alot just because of my absence in school for just 3 days. 3 DAYS ONLY! Work have been piling up. 2 assignments and 1 research to be done. I've only done one of the assignments. The other assignment basically i don't even know what it means but i will give it a try. Correct or not, i don't care. As long as i did it, Mr Paulo should give me marks for my enthusiasm. *laughs! As for the research, a piece of cake. Should be done entirely in just an hour. Well it's a good thing that the 2 bastards are not in my group. I think i will be doing eveything. Oh well, let them CLAIM my credits because i did it all. I'M THE ULTIMATE SUPREME! *laughs! Oh well, what to do?? I'm the only person in the group good at researching.

well had fun in school. went to sitex. maybe david's selling me his laptop. *grins. Compaq. later going to hok san chu shi. well, it's at esplanade if i'm not wrong. should be.

damn my samsung phone. when i want it to go low batt, it won't. i don't want it to go low batt. i went there. now i'm waiting for it to go low batt. i did everything, recording of songs and everything. take pictures. no matter how hard i try. it won't go low batt. URGH!

freed and tied up

Watching - Mudvayne : Dig

O levels are officially over for me but school is official starting for me. Oh man, this sucks totally! I'm not having any holidays. I'm preparing to get shit tomorrow in school due to my hair.

Junting messaged me on MSN and asked me if i'm interested in forming a band. I agreed, he got a keyboardist and vocalist. He is a drummer himself. So he's lack of everything that's associated with guitar. So, i called Jerry and Claris. Well, Jerry's excited, but Claris... It took me a good god damn 1 hour to persuade her into it. Damn.

Alright, will update tomorrow. I don't know what's wrong with me today. I don't have the mood to blog.

worn out

listening - marilyn manson : the love song

Replies

VON-: thanks but i still have to make some amendments. the dragon, there's a minor mistake there.
Fenz: thanks. i won't miss you too in that case. *laughs. well, the joke will be there don't worry. just want to show how great my friends are.
Ccz: welcome back! well, that's your personal dictionary so.. WHO CARES?! *laughs
luna: i was tied down you see. you dare to slap me you die. don't miss don't miss la.. i think i should remove those words? *laughs.
jessica: simei ITE - wireless technology (PM0504K) ROCKS the damn school down! *laughs.
StElla: i was surprised to see you too. how are you doing now? take care! if you have a blog, leave your link down, i will visit it!

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i'm pretty worn out after 2 days. wow.

18/11/2005 (friday)

was actually slacking at home that day. went to see wanling and how's she doing with her work. had dinner with her, went for training at west coast.

19/11/2005 (saturday)

woke up at 6.30am to go help RP. was damn lethargic but what to do. took a bus down though i know i'm going to be late. left the bus half way and took a cab. met gen and shared cab. *laughs. did it on purpose.

shall not blog down about the whole procedure of what i did about lion dancing.

went to meet imelda and jerry at sun plaza's mos burger. went to mr naufal's place after that. well, he's still the same, approachable and caring. just that he have a wife and a daughter to look after. *laughs. shall post up the picture we took once i get it. it's nice to see him after such a long time. in case you do not know, i respected him the most in secondary school days compared to other teachers. other teachers i don't usually give much attention to them.

went to meet claris and jasmine after that. shopped and loitered around orchard. went out till 10pm when we went home individually while jasmine went to find jackson. well, i think they didn't really meet up though. was too tired to care so much at that time. slept at 11pm.

20/11/2005 (sunday)

woke up at 6.30am, knew that i would be late and knew that i won't be really late, i took a bus down. the whole day's event was lame. a complete waste of time.

did some packing. chatted about stuff that's never going to affect about our lives. well, was actually being a busybody in fact. all of us in that room. all... too tired, i went back home. took a nap. was awaken by my damn neighbours. had only an hours of sleep. and here i am.

my skin's shedding off real bad. even bryan had a shock.

had dizzy spells on the way back home in the bus. don't really know what's going on in my systems.

Edit : my feet have a hole on it. there's you can see the nerves and flesh. it's pure pain and torture for me this few days. maybe i walk too much. *laughs.

my time table sucks! totally! take a look!

Monday - 9am to 5.30pm
Tuesday - 11am to 5.30pm
Wednesday - 10am to 5pm
Thursday - 8am to 4.30pm
Friday - 8am to 11am

only friday is a short day, others all sucks! man!

hope..

Watching : Slipknot - Spit it out

wow, it's seems like i'm blogging everyday. well, what can i say? i really am bored and there's nothing for me to do. so i'm just blogging my ass off everyday. school's starting soon but the first 3 days, i ain't going to school! *cheers. because i'm still having my exams. *laughs. i will only be going back on the 4th day which is thursday. miss me people!

well, strange. let's take a look at my ITE results shall we?



now, let's click on the 'Click here to View your Cumulative Grade Point Average(Cum GPA)'



damn it!? Mr Francis gave me a D! a god damn D! well, i must admit, i slacked in his class alot. but how the hell did i end up with a D?! argh! going to ask him. well, my October Final exams got me a C. hmmm... actually till now i still do not have any idea what does that GPA is used for. but heck, i got 1.5. good or bad? can someone tell me? *laughs

well, just now went for an interview at river valley road. crapped through the interview. the ladies was very nice. the place was small but the place do really give you those saloon type atmosphere. you know, those saloon that you always see in those cowboy shows. i bet the beer there is extremely expensive! by looking around the place, can conclude that. well, i'm the first person to go for that interview, hope that i leave a good impression and get the job.

after that went to sim lim to get blank discs to burn for the SP peoples and WC people. for those who went for the sentosa trip.

maybe meeting jerry later to let him see my wife. he's going to see if my wife needs allen key to re-string.

tomorrow will be another bitching day for me because i'll be around with claris. she sure bitch alot but she sure is a nice girl to hang out with in the first place.

my brother's back, shall go offline and continue reading angels and demons by dan brown. i didn't finish it the first time round. hope i finish it this time!

sucks

listening - nothing

first and foremost.....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, YUNFANG!

Happy Birthday to you!
Happy Birthday to you!
Happy Birthday to Yunfang~~~~!
Happy Birthday to you!

wish you a happy birthday, may all your wishes come true. and good luck for your re taking of your exams. and stay happy always!

oh man, that sucky feeling came back again. RP have always been giving me those creeps. whenever someone mention RP. my hair starts to rise and it's like having a bad omen or something. something just feels so.... not in place? whether it's in terms of academic, or lion dance.

well, had a short little online chat with ekkawat. well, so much of the first message after so long. he's not going to read this so i'm going to post up what he said, basically. he meant that for all i know. basically, he saw my MSN nick,

'xX Salvatore - metalella_eh Xx it's sad, i MAY have to leave ite xX he_allelatem - erotavlaS Xx'

ekkawat - why do you have to leave ite? isn't it a good thing?
me - *explains, save up all the crap*
ekkawat - 'oh, then come RP la. you think RP is lousy right?'
me - 'i never did say before RP is lousy. but it's just that the courses they offered are unappealing to me, that's all'

we never exchange conversation after that.

you see, it's all the things people do to make you feel so.. uncomfortable with something. well, in the first place i didn't like the idea of anything related to RP. period. i never did mention to anyone before that RP is total crap. i even considered getting into RP when i was in the state of dilema, whether going to RP or ITE. ultimately i chose ITE. because i agreed with my dad that one should take one step at a time rather than taking a leap and fall. i never did say RP is lousy.

so much for academic.

lion dancing side, RP is a place that i will not want to end up with. comments that are meant to hurt, i shall keep a hum. that's my conclusion about RP's lion dance troupe. you can budge and nudge me about my opinions about it. i will never tell you. it's the impression that made me come to this conclusion. respect my decision of not telling anyone. thank you.

SP people, if any of you are reading this article. which is highly impossible, we are sorry that we can't help you on 26th Nov for SP 'qun ying hui'. we would love and will gladly help but things always crop up last minute don't they? *laughs. sorry guys. well, we will meet on 27th! no fear! *laughs

Refresh! the 150th post.

Watching : KoRn - Twisted transistor

ill nino - what you deserve

realised that these few days, quite a lot of people changed their blogskin. well this is my effort. and with a few help of my oh so good god-sis wanling. so, i credited her.

brace yourself, it's going to be a long entry.

12/11/2005

it was saturday, i was lazing my day off that day. till i realised that i have to get my art done. so went to meet yu zhi to get his camera around evening time. after that went to meet claris and jasmine. well, have been hanging out with them recently. it's really a pleasure hanging out with them. chat and laugh your ass off. well, most of the time is that i'm entertaining them. *shrugs* went to marina square for dinner. then walked around esplanade and such. went home after that.

13/11/2005

sunday, went to sentosa with the SP peeps to celebrate bryan's birthday. the day was filled with fun and laughter. soccer, into the waters. burying raymond into the sand and making obscene sand sculptures. captain ball in the waters. it was really a fun filled day. well, we should have more gatherings like these. closing the bonds between each other and get to know each other better.



but as what sixing says, 'there's a price to pay for all the fun.' i got sun burnt. all my shoulders can feel now is like there's a hot iron on it. every single minute, every single second. we were like exposed to the sun and feeding it from 11am till 6pm. goodness. and the stupid thing is, i saw the people applying something, i thought it was sun block lotion. so i happily asked for it. when i got back, then i realised it's suntan lotion. anyway, i thought sun block and suntan lotion are the same thing and serve the same purpose, to block out the sun. but it turned out to be........

left sentosa, had dinner at the hawker centre. i left for home, they left for weiyong's 'da ri zi'.

14/11/2005

well, woke up early just to go raffles place to take dumb pictures for my art. think about it, who will go to the CBD area, take a couple of shots then leave? well, i think i'm the first moron to do that. let's see what we have here....



one of the pictures i took. after that went back home to take pictures of toothpaste and toothbrush. and i purposely brushed my teeth one more time just to not waste the toothpaste. i really feel that i'm a moron.



you must be thinking, 'why must take these pictures? what has it got to do with your art?' well, the question i'm doing is to design a poster for dental talks at city square (city area). if you can link up, you can think. if you can't link it up, then forget about it. i bet claris falls into the second category. *laughs

went to orchard for an interview. well, guess what? this is the part where i'm going to rant.

WHO THE HELL DON'T PAY THEIR EMPLOYEES?!
it's a customer service job. your job is to basically call up rich ass people (lawyers, doctors, big bosses just to name a few) and persuade them to take out their precious time to go on a holiday. if you don't hit 10 customers a day, you won't get paid. if you don't get 40 in a month, you won't get paid. they agree, then you get paid. if they really took out the time to go on that holiday, you get a bonus. TOTAL CRAP!

and to think i took a cab down because i was late. you know. first impression counts.

15/11/2005

today woke up. went for art. came back. i saw this civil defence guy waiting at the lift lobby. whenever you see this kind of people, you will for sure get paranoid and think, 'is it one of your family members whom they are picking up?' well, i thought of it. i rushed back home. when i saw those closed windows. i gave a sigh of relief. i continue walking as usual till i saw those civil defence guy along my corridor carrying someone! i actually took a glance of the person. it's was a lady in pain. she ain't pregnant.

so there you go. so much for a long entry.

dumb shit

Watching : Slipknot - Before I Forget MTV

well, this few days have been dumb, fun and dumber. it explains the 3 days i had with my friends and myself. can't wait any longer. after the art paper tomorrow. i'm going to upload the new skin as a sign of a new lease of life, after REALLY getting O levels off my shoulders. and i will update with those 3 days with those dumb and fun things i did with my friends. hope i can recall all the encounters.

speaking of shoudlers. i'm having quite a bad sun burn now. it's burning like the sun, non-stop.

well, going for an interview at SHAW centre later at orchard. wish me luck! man, i so so need that job.

Fucked up Mess

Dressed to Depress - Murderdolls

I got a snotty nose
I got nappy hair
My mommy don't love me
And my daddy don’t care, no
My sister's a slut
And my brother's a drunk
And I'm standing in the mirror now
Getting myself all dressed up

Everything's okay
At least that's what they say
One foot in the gutter
The other's in the grave
Punch the clock I'm your slave
For the rest of my life 12 hours a day
No future, no way
I was born to lose and that's okay
Dressed to, dressed to depress
You couldn't ask for anything less
Dressed to, dressed to depress

My whole life's a fucked up mess

Dressed to depress
You couldn't ask for anything less
Dressed to, dressed to depress
My whole life is a fucked up mess
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i'm having my O levels now and still i can think this kind of bullshit. the last sentence reflects how i think about my life.

Blog down

setting off for my math O level. wish me luck. that's the only subject i care about most. other 2? just let it go with the flow of nature. won't be updating till the exams are over. maybe will come back when there's a break in between but i guess i won't be because i'm as lethargic as ever. *laughs. good bye.

P.S.: maybe after the O level, my new skin will be done. *fingers crossed*

what in the world

i was minding my own business when this news article in the chinese papers caught my attention.

summary - a girl was ditched by her boyfriend 2 days ago. 2 days later, the guy had a party at his house. the guy got a new girl through the party. the guy showed off to the girl whom he ditched that he had a new girl. that got the ditched girl real bad. late night party, stayed over. the ditched girl bought nail polishes and super glue. so while the guy was sleeping, she poured super glue over the guy's ass. then also poured super glue on the guy's dick! haven't had enough of revenge, she poured nail polishes over the guys hair. the guy, woke up in pain went out in agony to the nearest police station. the police was dumbfounded.
nonetheless, the guy got treatment. they tore off a piece of the guy's skin to remove the super glue as it's stick on the skin. on both the dick and the ass. the guy's going to sue the girl all the way.

this proves 2 things. this world's not getting any better and NEVER MESS AROUND WITH GIRLS!

man! that girl's insane! errr.. shall keep my comments in order not to spite any female readers of my blog.

alright, updates on my boring day, went out with 2 of my meis. weiting and wanling. turned out they are both sisters too. so that's a good thing. usual stuff walk around. wanling went off. walked around with weiting because she's waiting for someone. left after she confirmed he's done with playing.
met daphne to study at singapore post. did math. usual stuff. so until dulan because daphne gave me do TKSS paper. a lot of stupid questions that cambridge will never give. totally took away my mood. didn't do any of that shit. read the 10 years series math for the loci and construction part and properties of circle. dozed off. chat for a while with daphne and her friend who appeared all of a sudden. 6.25pm home sweet home.

boring

Slipknot : 9.0: LIVE - (SIC)

well everyday's a boring day for me due to exams. stay at home and rot. normal routines. study and a little bit of the house chores. i don't know how are my revisions going on but i wish i can do well this this. at least better than last year.

remorse was on last year. slacked with wayne they all, go play LAN and all. chit chat and no real work done. jasmine was with us but at least she really did study when we're chit chatting. while i was slacking away keep on complaining, 'i don't know, i don't know'. then stop everything i'm doing rather than clarify my doubts. but this year, i did the opposite just that not much time left. i did clarify my doubts. so i wish i will do better this time round.

well, yesterday, got a message from travis that he got the live cd. he made a sudden drove of adrenaline in me. a strong urge to get the cds. so i kept calling everyone for a certain cd company's number. then i called imelda. she offered her help for the cd as she was going town.
an hour later, she help me got it. i'm like.. overjoyed? so i made it a point to get from her around evening time, with jerry. jerry suddenly came in to the scene because he called me for his hairband. so i met him and told him i'm going to get the cds from imelda. so he said, 'okay, i go her house there first. you go draw your money.' cool.
so i got the cd from her. it's so nice of her.
went back home. slacked. seriously, yesterday not much work was done too. but today will be a different story. will be going to study with claris and jasmine.

MUST GET MOTIVATED!

heretic

Watching : Slipknot - Before i Forget (live at tmf award)

just before i go mugging, which i should supposedly start at 2pm. slacked till now then i start having the urge to study. shall blog about this few days.

31/10/2005

it's halloweens. didn't do much. went out to orchard. the mood's so depressing. had nothing to do. went to kelly's place for dinner and caught the movie 'the exorcism of emily rose'. although missed out the first half an hours of the show. nonetheless, the show's great. great storyline. i shall watch it again to catch the first 30mins and recap the storyline again. i'm just so hyped up about this kind of shows. went to have a short chit chat session and went home around 3.30am in the morning. reached home at 4.45am.

01/11/2005

Happy Birthday, Evonne Mei

woke up, dl-ing stuff and went to parkway to meet daphne and shu ting. studied math. she taught me graphs. should be able to cope later? *shrugs. studied till 6pm when 3 of us got hungry. KFC (OMG, again. been eating lots of junk food since class chalet) for dinner. shopped around when i got the urge to pool. taught them and played a few rounds. left at 9.50pm. went to bedok to top up EZ-link card and went back home.

SURPRISE, SURPRISE!

how the night ended, wasn't in my expectations. i wish those things i have said doesn't hurt her a bit but i know it's bull. i really feel like clearing out the mist but i wasn't given the consent. i'm at a loss of what to do. totally. i wish i could help. things will never be the way we wanted it to be.

it just shows how fragile human beings can be and how we react frantically to situations of the unexpected. we get agitated over stuff that occurs to us when that thing doesn't look well to us. i was overwhelmed by emotions that i started to get agitated. i let my emotions got the better of me. i'm totally useless.

a loss of what to do. emotions got hold of me. blaming everyone and not myself is all i do. i never give in although i know it's my fault in the first place. i stood by and stared blankly when my friends needed help. i look for help when i needed but vice versa? i ran away.

so much for cultivating a person over a period of 18 years. how nice to see that i'm actually going down.