stupidity and chiongness

Watching : Slipknot - The Blister Exist (rock am ring)

the things that seperate my BROTHERS and i is that, he ask stupid questions (second brother) and he does rational stuff(eldest brother). i've given alot of examples for my 2nd brother. now here is what my eldest brother did.

it took place 4am in the morning.

he was on his way home with my dad's car. due to the lack of carparking slots in my neighbourhood carpark, he resorted to park at the multi storey carpark. he found a slot and he parked the car. one side of the car was way too far out so he drove and reversed back again. he stepped on the wrong thing. instead of the brake, he stepped on the accelerator. he thought that he have already stepped on the brake but why is the car still moving? so he whack onto the 'brake' which he didn't know is the accelerator. the car acclerated and went over the curb and there you have it. the car is stuck at a very awkward position.



pardon the lousy drawing. but i tried my best? i even found my original dad's car picture.

in the morning 8am, my 2nd brother and i was called to access the problem. pushing and lifting at no avail.

called the tow company, took an hour to arrive. took us 30 minutes to lift the car up and back on the ground.

overall, the back of the car was severly damaged. there's a dent taking the shape of the pillar in the middle with the bumper and the boot. heard the repair's going to cost a bomb. changing of bumper, a boot and repainted of the back of the car.

this is how i spent my morning. how cool. for now, back to my projects. i have alot to rush. damn it.

eyes wide on the computer

Watching : Mudvayne - Determined

i've been going through my videos lately. so i thought why not i take out some time to enjoy the video altogether. as in, watch all the videos at one go. i got freaked out when i compiled all my videos to windows media player. i've a total of 132 videos and an elapsed running time of 10 hours 41mins and 30 secs. talk about watching all the videos at one go. i can't do it. it's just too much to handle at one go. how the hell did i get so much video? hmm...

anyway, i realised that i have ALOT and seriously ALOT of slipknot videos. it's like 3/4 of the videos are all slipknot videos. whereas others are, mudvayne, dimmu borgir, anthrax, audioslave and such just to mention a few.

what to say, i love to watch videos.

anyway, i'm going to go give lion dance training a break. i have other commitments to concentrate on. since i'm not needed, i guess spending that time with my guitar will be a wiser choice. what can i say? HALLELUJAH to team west coast.

hypocrites

Listening : stone sour - bother

if it wasn't for her, i would be in the dark. how long have i been in the dark?

it's freaking freakish what humans can do. it's just today, communicating with one of my classmate, i realise there's a whole bunch of shit going on not known to me. one's a hypocrite and one's a bastard.

let's just put it this way, this girl, gain my trust and threw it down the drain. went on telling bull and cock stories behind my back. it's been around for like a few weeks before i get to know it? how pathetic can one be? knowing the truth after so long. what if one died because of that? they don't even know why they die and thus became a wandering ghost. this kind of people are silent killers. damn.

on with the guy, probing for information from girls. moderate private informations. it's private information for god's sake, why probe? damn, he's irritating to me and quite a few of the guys, but then now, he went on to haunt the girls? he's always doing shit stuff to irritate me. i swear i will beat the crap out of him if he dare to do anything 'special'.

david asked me 'so far, no bastards from your class?'

i replied a no.

hours later, i got to know these stuff.

black sheeps among the group.

sarcasm and truth

Listening : Slipknot - Metabolic

let's just say this post will include sarcasm and my thoughts. it may interest you. it may not. it may offend you, it may not. i'm not pin pointing to anyone. just that one person.

i was practicing my ass off while she talked her way through. talk about skills? bullshit.

you want a team, a strong team to get to taka? and you chose her when you knew the standards. ironic contrast.

she's out of the hand, she doesn't listen to advice. not that i didn't give way. not that i've never tried to correct her. what she did? ask her, ask yourself.

you told me to be confident with my own skills. do you pull me up just to push me down again?

i gave way. she took it to her advantage. if i gave way again, which i will, things will get overboard.

i took a peep into your shoes. i realise your difficult spot. have you ever gave a thought?

i'm selfish, she's selfish. i'm better than her to be selfish.

she got her reasons, do i not have?

why should i train so much? i'm just a passer by? am i always the last resort? but why am i always the last resort?

i'm not going to compete this year. let her be. you all want her to be drummer. then that will be it. no need to fret so much. let her be.

let's just say i don't fit the bill. let's just say i see no reason to come down and train anymore. let's just say i'm just a stone that you stepped and tripped upon.

i've lost my pride. i've lost my dignity.

I'M NOT GOING TO FIGHT FOR IT ANYMORE. DO YOU WHAT YOU WANT. IT AIN'T MY PROBLEM.

disturbed

Listening : ill nino - this is war

i'm seriously pissed off by a series of events. you totally knew that the standards and you totally knew who's better... WAY BETTER. talk about chances.

FUCK IT UNDERSTAND?

period.

i'm thinking through what's my stand in various areas. obviously, i ain't important in any way. so what the hell am i holding on? what's the force behind it? i'm in a fucking dilema.

make up your mind, make up your choice. it's tit for tat. either you get the best or you get the worst. decision is yours.

prelude

Listening : Nothing

it's now showing 5.12am on my computer clock. i haven't get a nap since friday's 8am started my day off. i'm sitting down here blogging to keep myself away because i still have a LONG day to go before i can get back from at around 11pm to catch my beauty sleep. for that, i may not be going to training on sunday. oh well, maybe can go for training then come back home sleep till my back burns. awaiting for the coming monday.

as you can see from this post, my computer is up and running again since last saturday. i was quite busy with my stuff so that explains the absence of my posting. report's due next week but my group haven't even sat down to discuss the format of the report that we are going to hand up. guess we will have to psycho the lecturer into letting us pass up on thursday's lesson. i have yet to pass up my e assessment for my creativity and critcal thinking module which is due last week. creativity and critical thinking module is by far the worst module i've gotten in my own opinion.

well, today was a busy day. helped SP in the morning. tian eng in the afternoon and then ruilong at night. morning and afternoon was okay. but the night performance. totally incorrigible. waiting here and there. dragging the time. a total waste of time. in the end. due to the dragging, the whole event FOR US ends at 12.35am. that doesn't include those kee tong who got possessed.

well, at that time, there's still sounding of drums and such. as expected, the police came over to monitor the possession. i've seen quite a few happenings of such event and i find it rather amusing.

there police be 2 police officers. one is busy snapping photos for evidence of the late possession. the other one will be asking the people around who's the organiser. chicken pecked and trouble free singaporeans will always do this.

Police : Uncle, who is the organiser?

commoner : i don't know. i hear noise only come down see. i see very big event then come down see. i don't know i don't know.

Police : then you know why they so late still make so much noise, disturbing the neighbourhood?

commoner : they 1 year only do this kind of thing 1 time. must make until big big then got people see ma. i also don't know why they so late still making noise.. maybe.. aiya don't know la dont't know la. *uncle run away*

throughout the whole event, everything sucks. period.

i'm dead beat now but still i have a long day ahead. that's why the title.

Individual paths

Listening : Mudvayne - Determined

as some of the people i know e.g Cecilia doesn't know that my computer was busted. i repeat again.

MY BLOODY COMPUTER GOT BUSTED!!!

so there you go. this is the reason why i didn't update for quite sometime.

well the reason being that i shut down the fucking computer normally and my brother came back home intending to use the computer. well, i was in my parents' room watching television when i heard kicking of CPU, cursing and swearing and calling friends asking for help. NOW THAT IS a sign of my computer got busted.

as what i expected, he would pretend to be a computer guru. the next morning, he went around the whole house taking screwdrivers, flipping through manuals after manuals, soldering and de-soldering. well, all that i have in mind is, take the hard drive, go to my friend's house and back them up. then reformat it. well, my brother ain't that clever after all.

like what i told my poly friends, they are like tigers. can ONLY look straight but never think of the alternatives. my brother is a perfect example of this.... example?

now now, complications arouse and soon ceased in school. but i sure hope things can get back the way it is. period. it would be such i stupid reason for ruining a friendship. or maybe just in my own wishful thinking. you do not have to condescend me.

much to my surprise, i didn't blog for like.. going to 2 weeks? can't blame though. i'm now in my class trying to update due to request. well, it's programming and methodlogy module. let's just say i can type pretty fast so finishing it up is totally just a breeze. but understanding it, that's another case. it's not as if here i'm blogging, and there the teaching it giving tutorial and i'm not listening. i stop time to time to know what the lecturer is teaching. well, that's multi tasking for me. and i can say i'm pretty bad at it.

i've still got an hour to finish my task. shall update again, either in class, or... when my computer's back up.

P.S.: please, those people who are tagging my board. PLEASE DO NOT TYPE IN ALTERNATING LETTERS. thank you very much. very much appreciate that. in case you do not know what's alternating letters are. tHeY LoOk LiKE thIS. so cool to you. ain't cool to my friends and i. so yeah. i'm not pin pointing, it's just a request from me. a friendly giant.