randomly delighted

Listening : Nothing

first and foremost, i would like to wish someone who's very dear to me, a happy birthday. i won't mention any names cause privacy is a blessing. i know it myself, that's the most important thing.

well, projects are soon to be over. everyone's taking a little break off from school work but i still have to try to do the Visual Basic shit. well, i will take a day off or two to really refresh myself before the common test approach.

well, seriously, things have been happening and i'm not there to witness anything. is that a sign? a sign that i might be more drawn to doing my stuff than to them? i'm not sure. i don't feel the need to be there and i don't feel the closeness in it anymore. since dictatorship is all around the world, it's not surprising that i'm under it too. we'll see how it goes. at the mean time, i will just get back to some things that i have yet to complete.

cramped

Watching : Chimaira - Dead Inside

i'm so busy nowadays i really don't know what to do in my free time other than sleep.

i still have quite a list to go.

my VB project.
touching up of my HTML project.
group research still left abit more to go.
creative, still manipulating ideas.

this all must be done by like, next week? i'm going crazy over this shit. on top of it, common test is just around the corner, 10th of august. i have yet to study for it.

i'm stuck with what to get for her. ideas any one? i'm too exhausted to think clearly. i can't even generate logical ideas now. hope everything just come and go like every other day.

alive and kicking

Listening : Nothing

now i'm at programming lesson typing this shit. i've been rather busy with lion dance and school project. that explains why i'm not blogging recently.

i've survived through a total of 5 days straight of pure physical exhaustion and there's more to come. it's just 'another day at the office' kind of scenario. been planning for something big and planning for my projects. kind of tired of changing stuffs here and there but still i have to deal with them. i'm glad that i'm only left with my programming shit which i totally have no idea what the damn thing is talking about. basically, i just downloaded the program and bought the book just yesterday. HOW COOL. but still, i don't regret spending the time and money on it.

now i just have to complete my electronics notes and going through the VB book for revision.

i'm actually going through ups and downs right now if you want to know. i'm now sort of a cup of plain water with oil on top of it. there's something for me to frown and there's something for me to be ecstatic with.

paricularly, i'm ecstatic today but i doubt i will be at night when i start to stress myself. but i just love camping myself online in front of the computer. cause i can get to wait for someone to come online. =)

will try to update again. i'm doing my javascript right now. kind of busy typing those codes away.

i'm sure is

Watching : Mudvayne - Nothing to gein

I'VE GOT MY RELIABLE INTUITION BACK!!!

i'm sad to say that i'm ecstatic. it's strange that i'm always happy these few days. i don't know why but it's cool.

first, as you can see, i've got my intuition back. i've lost it and i've found it again. i guess things are really picking up for me. i'm so glad. now i can lay everything down without any worries.

second, my brother's off to serve the nation. double coolness. it felt so fucking great without someone you dread to see been out for quite a long time. but it's not long enough. DAMN!

third, our class finally made the final move to totally leave someone behind.

3 - 0. triple happiness, triple thrill. i guess things are picking up for me and i hope it will be for all of us.

3 to 0. three nil. this comparison, have been by my side, for like 2 times. i think i'm fated to be with this comparison.