kewl

tomorrow's having a test and i have YET to study for it.

i don't even remember having that in my schedule.i only keep remembering all the common test dates. i'm so bad when it comes to multi-tasking.. TSK!

updates after my test! but i think not much people are actually reading my blog.. so i think.. UPDATES AFTER MY EXAM! which is after 20th of August. we'll see about it, if i got the time, i will update.

liberate

LIBERATION FROM ALL PROJECTS!!

feels good!!

but time to prepare for exams. though i have only 1 exam which falls on 20th of August. in between that, i've got 4 common test papers. so i better get myself ready for all of them.. want to keep myself busy..

i want money to revamp my wardrobe.

i want money to revamp my ROOM!!

i want money for the new OVATION MT37-5 Mick Thomson electric acoustic model.

i want money for the new MTM1-BK

show me the MONEY!!!!

烦！！

For her, I'll try to strive on!
为了她，我会坚持下去！
For her, I'm willing to lose everything!
为了她，我不惜一切！
For her, I'll brace the future troubled world with both arms wide open!
为了她，我对这充满苦头的世界下了个战书，我会生存下来！

见到了她的坚持，我不由自主地想到我有多么的软弱。我无意间觉得，我不如她。跟她比起来，我算是个退缩者，一个弱者。我并没有像她那么的勇敢，那么勇于面对事实。也许是因为如此，她就好像填补了我心灵中的一个小空缺。我好想。。。 好想。。。 咳。。。 有些事情，不说会比较好。

憋在心里，好难受啊！

war

just want to clear up the air before this turns into a full fledge cold war. actually it's already a cold war right now, but i just want to make it clear. that's if you will read this post. i won't directly go to you. this will depends on fate/destiny or whatever crap that is to let you read this post.

not that i'm treating you differently right now, it's you who are acting so differently, so not yourself after you have that 'zw' of yours. you are always hanging his name around your mouth, TOO damn often. i admit i WAS jealous, but now, i don't cause i have found someone. you are always saying 'zw' here, 'zw' there. i'm sick of hearing it. it's always about him, him and him. since when i came into the picture? as a friend who always help you when you are in trouble, i don't even come close to someone whom you met for less than 3 years who have absolutely no ability and pardon my harsh word, right to have a girlfriend.

i feel that i am always taken for granted, as always felt by all. but i felt it especially strong from you. call me sensitive, i'm just the way i am now. think about it, since when you took me as a friend seriously? when you need me, you called to ask me for help, when you don't need me, you just threw me aside and happily went on with what you have now, that's inclusive of 'zw'.

how to not feel offended? you tell me?